1 00:00:47,971 --> 00:00:48,698 Okay. 2 00:00:49,277 --> 00:00:50,558 You don't like nature. 3 00:00:51,652 --> 00:00:54,680 Whores are natural. 4 00:00:57,351 --> 00:00:59,686 The trees, the field 5 00:01:00,679 --> 00:01:02,400 They bore me. 6 00:01:04,004 --> 00:01:10,055 Carl Weisner took us on a journey through Germany, showing us the hills 7 00:01:10,175 --> 00:01:14,992 and everything green. I started nodding.� 8 00:01:15,308 --> 00:01:18,831 Shit, one time I was giving a reading in Oregon� 9 00:01:18,951 --> 00:01:21,146 or Washington or somewhere.� 10 00:01:21,266 --> 00:01:23,413 A guy was driving us 11 00:01:23,533 --> 00:01:27,216 after reading, let's fuck ourselves 12 00:01:27,336 --> 00:01:30,619 to an English teacher, 13 00:01:30,739 --> 00:01:35,343 When I got there, I was so stunned that my cock didn't even rise. 14 00:01:36,600 --> 00:01:38,751 trees, greenery... 15 00:01:38,871 --> 00:01:44,075 All good, but in the end It stupidizes you. 16 00:01:44,195 --> 00:01:47,261 It's like��green trees...� 17 00:01:47,381 --> 00:01:51,915 green trees, green trees 18 00:01:52,035 --> 00:01:53,023 �Okay!� 19 00:01:54,330 --> 00:01:57,238 It's okay.��What are you going to do to him?� 20 00:02:00,785 --> 00:02:04,070 Give me the cities, give me smog.� 21 00:02:05,282 --> 00:02:10,823 I like what the boy told me in Paris.� �The king of what?��The king of the punks?� 22 00:02:10,943 --> 00:02:12,110 He said: 23 00:02:12,230 --> 00:02:18,160 "People complain about the smog, I love it", and he lowered the zipper. 24 00:02:18,754 --> 00:02:21,445 There's a way to love smog, 25 00:02:21,565 --> 00:02:26,116 It's not a lie, it feels good.� You just go out and walk 26 00:02:26,236 --> 00:02:31,142 You're part of it, shit! You go through the smog, you live the smog. 27 00:02:31,262 --> 00:02:34,471 You love buildings, you love inflation. 28 00:02:35,335 --> 00:02:38,996 There are creatures that adapt to the conditions.� 29 00:02:39,985 --> 00:02:44,299 smog people, inflation people. 30 00:02:44,581 --> 00:02:48,131 The higher the price.� You'll go there someday. 31 00:02:48,251 --> 00:02:50,953 You will go and the waiter will say, 32 00:02:52,536 --> 00:02:59,486 "It's $365 for a a leg of lamb sandwich."� 33 00:02:59,606 --> 00:03:04,156 And you will say: "Is that all?" I'm going to pay you $565� 34 00:03:04,276 --> 00:03:07,564 plus a tip of $365." 35 00:03:07,881 --> 00:03:11,008 These are the people who are going to survive, don't you see? 36 00:03:11,128 --> 00:03:14,649 They are prepared for inflation.� They are prepared for smog.� 37 00:03:14,769 --> 00:03:19,125 They love it! What's the difference? It's just mental.� 38 00:03:21,322 --> 00:03:22,613 Go ahead! 39 00:03:23,425 --> 00:03:25,997 Here, a tip of $500.� 40 00:03:27,976 --> 00:03:29,658 No, it's fine.� 41 00:03:29,778 --> 00:03:35,421 It doesn't mean anything unless You want it to mean something.� 42 00:03:35,896 --> 00:03:39,834 So, you change government, you change women, 43 00:03:39,954 --> 00:03:40,863 what is the difference? 44 00:03:41,541 --> 00:03:43,718 We return to the women. 45 00:04:11,415 --> 00:04:16,540 You have said that hunger does not create art, that creates many things, 46 00:04:16,660 --> 00:04:18,776 but above all it creates time. 47 00:04:20,383 --> 00:04:26,102 Oh yeah, well, that's very basic. No. I would like to use your film to say this. 48 00:04:26,399 --> 00:04:27,547 But you know, 49 00:04:28,007 --> 00:04:33,309 If you have an 8 hour job and They give you 55 cents an hour, that's it. 50 00:04:33,429 --> 00:04:36,041 If you stay at home you won't get no money.� 51 00:04:36,161 --> 00:04:39,350 but you're going to have time to write. 52 00:04:40,339 --> 00:04:46,276 I think I was one of those rarities of our modern times that� 53 00:04:46,396 --> 00:04:52,831 They are starving for their art.� I starved myself to have 54 00:04:54,078 --> 00:04:58,353 a 24-hour day, without no interruption. 55 00:04:58,473 --> 00:05:01,840 I gave up food, I gave up everything. 56 00:05:01,960 --> 00:05:06,787 It was a bone, I was focused. 57 00:05:09,146 --> 00:05:10,690 But you see...� 58 00:05:11,659 --> 00:05:13,104 the problem is 59 00:05:13,599 --> 00:05:17,655 that you can be a very dedicated bone and not being able to do it.� 60 00:05:17,775 --> 00:05:21,261 Dedication without talent It's useless.� 61 00:05:22,587 --> 00:05:24,843 - Do you understand what I'm saying? - Yes. 62 00:05:25,679 --> 00:05:30,547 Dedication alone is not enough.� You are starving and you intend to do it.� 63 00:05:31,724 --> 00:05:34,177 -Hey, do you know? - A waste. 64 00:05:34,297 --> 00:05:35,384 I know�.� 65 00:05:35,504 --> 00:05:37,257 And how many do it? 66 00:05:37,791 --> 00:05:41,115 They starve in the sewers and they don't make it. 67 00:05:41,235 --> 00:05:42,896 But you knew you had talent. 68 00:05:43,016 --> 00:05:45,034 Everyone thinks they have it.� 69 00:05:45,154 --> 00:05:48,378 How do you know you are a chosen one? You don't know. 70 00:05:48,939 --> 00:05:52,976 It's a shot in the dark,� are you right or are you 71 00:05:53,096 --> 00:05:56,459 a normal and civilized person, from 8 to 5. 72 00:05:56,579 --> 00:05:59,036 You get married, you have children, 73 00:05:59,156 --> 00:06:04,082 Christmas together, here comes grandma.� "Hello grandma", and "Hello you". 74 00:06:04,202 --> 00:06:04,676 You know� 75 00:06:04,796 --> 00:06:08,639 Shit, I couldn't accept that.� I preferred to kill myself. 76 00:06:09,806 --> 00:06:13,883 I guess, my own blood� I couldn't stand 77 00:06:14,718 --> 00:06:18,221 all that� The ordinary of life.� 78 00:06:19,032 --> 00:06:22,990 I couldn't stand family life.� I couldn't stand working life.� 79 00:06:23,110 --> 00:06:25,587 I couldn't stand everything I saw. 80 00:06:25,923 --> 00:06:30,455 I decided that either I was starving, did something, went crazy, 81 00:06:30,851 --> 00:06:33,186 or achieved something. 82 00:06:33,306 --> 00:06:35,842 Even if I failed in writing� 83 00:06:36,910 --> 00:06:43,757 I couldn't do it from 8 to 5, I would have committed suicide, or something. I'm sorry. 84 00:06:44,197 --> 00:06:45,780 I couldn't accept 85 00:06:46,215 --> 00:06:48,887 the routine rhythm, from 8 to 5.� 86 00:06:49,283 --> 00:06:51,044 Johnny Carson. 87 00:06:51,164 --> 00:06:54,096 Happy birthday. Christmas. New Year.� 88 00:06:54,432 --> 00:06:58,073 For me that is the sickest of all things sick. 89 00:06:58,632 --> 00:07:05,261 So I had to lock myself up, and Someone will publish my stories somewhere. 90 00:07:05,617 --> 00:07:10,129 Now I just sit and drink wine, and I talk about myself 91 00:07:10,249 --> 00:07:14,329 because you ask. And not because 92 00:07:16,228 --> 00:07:18,247 want to give answers. 93 00:07:18,662 --> 00:07:20,404 - �Okay?� - Okay. 94 00:07:51,757 --> 00:07:55,695 Once, I'm working on� this comic book store 95 00:07:56,656 --> 00:08:00,004 and these two employees They argue about...� 96 00:08:00,796 --> 00:08:05,605 comic books.� Someone counted a shelf of 97 00:08:05,725 --> 00:08:10,338 a stack of books mistakenly. The other challenged him, I said: 98 00:08:10,458 --> 00:08:15,009 "Jesus Christ. This isn't even a work, it's a comic book house.� 99 00:08:15,129 --> 00:08:17,166 It's not even worth arguing." 100 00:08:17,286 --> 00:08:21,365 "Well, it's the first time I've We'll hear about it in a couple of weeks." 101 00:08:21,485 --> 00:08:24,235 "We all know that always You think you're a genius." 102 00:08:24,355 --> 00:08:26,787 "We know you think you're a genius!" "We know you think you're a genius!" 103 00:08:26,907 --> 00:08:30,195 I saw all those teeth moving. All those faces.� 104 00:08:30,315 --> 00:08:34,866 I wasn't trying to be a genius, I just I didn't want to be in a comic book house. 105 00:08:34,986 --> 00:08:40,708 I wanted to be in the park. Sailing down a river in a sailing boat. 106 00:08:40,828 --> 00:08:45,916 Something decent.� I couldn't resign myself 107 00:08:46,036 --> 00:08:50,667 to work 8 hours for nothing.� I couldn't understand it.� 108 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:55,139 That's it. So it bothered me. and it annoyed me. 109 00:08:55,259 --> 00:08:59,734 It was one job after another.� It was a park bench...� 110 00:08:59,854 --> 00:09:05,295 It was a job in Dallas. It was a job. in Atlanta.�It was a job in Miami.� 111 00:09:05,415 --> 00:09:08,683 Name a city somewhere in the south,� I have been there�.� 112 00:09:09,514 --> 00:09:13,690 �And just like that one day� Did you end up in Philadelphia? 113 00:09:13,810 --> 00:09:17,632 Ah yes, Philadelphia. First I was in New York.� 114 00:09:17,752 --> 00:09:25,512 New York was so bad that I thought: "I want a nice, peaceful city." 115 00:09:25,632 --> 00:09:30,519 Everything is calm, the people are decent, no problems.� 116 00:09:30,639 --> 00:09:34,877 Philadelphia, what do they call it? The City of Brotherly Love.� 117 00:09:34,997 --> 00:09:38,736 I'll go where the people are stupid. They don't fuck with anyone. 118 00:09:38,856 --> 00:09:41,585 I went there, it was harder than New York.� 119 00:09:41,705 --> 00:09:45,350 They killed in the street,� They bribed the police.� 120 00:09:45,470 --> 00:09:51,148 My first night in this bar, where Being able to write appeased me, it attracted me. 121 00:09:51,268 --> 00:09:55,347 I got there very tired, I only went for a beer. 122 00:09:55,467 --> 00:10:00,631 It wasn't even night, it was almost dawn. one in the afternoon. I entered 123 00:10:00,751 --> 00:10:04,673 and the place was full, it was� in a poor neighborhood.� 124 00:10:05,781 --> 00:10:09,126 I sat down, drank a beer, I took a look. 125 00:10:09,246 --> 00:10:14,255 �It was packed!�Everyone was crazy and� drunk.�Everyone drinking beer, but� 126 00:10:14,375 --> 00:10:16,234 suddenly� 127 00:10:16,354 --> 00:10:19,579 A bottle comes flying through the air.� 128 00:10:19,699 --> 00:10:23,739 This guy next to me, whose name was Danny Freely turns and says: 129 00:10:23,859 --> 00:10:25,737 "Don't do that again, man, or I'll kill you!" 130 00:10:25,857 --> 00:10:29,600 I said, "Boy, this is the place where I want to be." 131 00:10:29,720 --> 00:10:33,321 Another bottle flying through the air.� �Crash!� 132 00:10:33,441 --> 00:10:37,120 The waiter only served another drink,� He didn't say anything. I said: 133 00:10:37,240 --> 00:10:44,585 "This is my Nirvana, this is what happens.� Public and decent violence." 134 00:10:44,705 --> 00:10:50,225 And then, two guys start a fight.� They start hitting around him� 135 00:10:50,345 --> 00:10:54,622 and I went to pee, and they continued fighting. He passed through them, 136 00:10:54,742 --> 00:10:58,461 I said: "Well, excuse me, gentlemen."� And they both stepped aside. 137 00:10:58,581 --> 00:11:02,898 and they continued fighting. When he returned I said: "Excuse me, gentlemen." 138 00:11:03,018 --> 00:11:06,005 And then they continued and I said: "This is my heaven." 139 00:11:06,125 --> 00:11:10,284 I'm going to drink in this bar, I'm going to fight like these, and live like this�.� 140 00:11:10,404 --> 00:11:14,816 This is what I'm talking about:� this bar, this place.� 141 00:11:14,936 --> 00:11:20,079 Do you know what happened? That night was never repeated. 142 00:11:20,199 --> 00:11:23,943 It was as if everything had been planned by me. 143 00:11:24,063 --> 00:11:27,945 And the same people were there,� and waited and waited.� 144 00:11:28,579 --> 00:11:32,616 I waited 2 and a half years. And I left a year and I came back 145 00:11:32,736 --> 00:11:36,791 I waited 2 and a half more years, I felt in a shitter. There was never another night 146 00:11:36,911 --> 00:11:38,873 like that first afternoon.� 147 00:11:38,993 --> 00:11:44,513 I was trapped in a dream I wanted.� 148 00:11:44,633 --> 00:11:48,713 That's it.�Bad shit.� 149 00:12:21,170 --> 00:12:23,742 Telephone conversation. 150 00:12:26,230 --> 00:12:29,515 I could tell by how the cat crouched, 151 00:12:31,568 --> 00:12:33,626 the way of crawling, 152 00:12:34,227 --> 00:12:36,887 he was crazy with the prey;� 153 00:12:39,974 --> 00:12:42,301 and when my car crossed it, 154 00:12:43,592 --> 00:12:46,710 rose in the twilight carrying 155 00:12:48,579 --> 00:12:50,336 the bird in the mouth, 156 00:12:51,421 --> 00:12:54,777 a very large, gray bird,� 157 00:12:56,566 --> 00:12:59,447 wings down, like broken love, 158 00:13:00,722 --> 00:13:02,352 the fangs inside, 159 00:13:03,682 --> 00:13:06,754 life is still there but not much,� 160 00:13:07,513 --> 00:13:09,809 not too much, 161 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:14,140 the broken love bird, 162 00:13:15,137 --> 00:13:17,639 The cat walks in my mind 163 00:13:18,826 --> 00:13:20,599 and I can't get it out, 164 00:13:22,808 --> 00:13:25,816 the phone rings, a voice answers,� 165 00:13:27,051 --> 00:13:29,695 But I see it again and again,� 166 00:13:30,985 --> 00:13:32,853 and the wings loose,� 167 00:13:33,724 --> 00:13:35,782 the gray loose wings,� 168 00:13:37,254 --> 00:13:39,059 and this thing held 169 00:13:39,843 --> 00:13:42,899 for a head that does not know of mercy;� 170 00:13:45,226 --> 00:13:47,189 I hung up the phone 171 00:13:48,970 --> 00:13:51,456 and the feline sides of the room 172 00:13:52,010 --> 00:13:53,656 they came on me 173 00:13:54,384 --> 00:13:56,173 and I would have screamed, 174 00:13:57,068 --> 00:14:00,694 but they have places for people screaming 175 00:14:03,258 --> 00:14:06,963 and the cat walks, The cat walks forever 176 00:14:07,493 --> 00:14:08,966 in my brain.� 177 00:14:11,261 --> 00:14:15,710 That was a hard afternoon, saying that. 178 00:14:17,396 --> 00:14:20,784 That's how it is, everyone says, 179 00:14:21,259 --> 00:14:25,154 That's nature, you know. Nature is not normal.� 180 00:14:30,006 --> 00:14:36,006 God is not normal. Nature is not good. Nature... doesn't give a damn� 181 00:14:36,839 --> 00:14:38,026 And I don't give a damn. 182 00:14:39,482 --> 00:14:42,221 So when I see something happen, something happens, 183 00:14:42,341 --> 00:14:45,245 something killing something, I don't like it.� 184 00:14:46,425 --> 00:14:47,391 But you know, 185 00:14:47,676 --> 00:14:51,617 Really smart people say: "Well, that's how it is, you know." 186 00:14:52,013 --> 00:14:55,211 "this one kills him and it feeds." 187 00:14:55,869 --> 00:15:02,486 "And here is the grasshopper, and this It feeds on that. "Everything is fixed." 188 00:15:04,062 --> 00:15:08,257 Except when something jumps on They, they scream, right? 189 00:15:09,998 --> 00:15:11,027 See,� 190 00:15:11,471 --> 00:15:15,464 they don't mess with the spider and the fly.� 191 00:15:15,584 --> 00:15:17,079 I got in. 192 00:15:17,491 --> 00:15:20,847 I am the fly, That's the spider, you see...� 193 00:15:20,967 --> 00:15:25,799 They don't mess with They are indifferent to what is happening. 194 00:15:25,919 --> 00:15:28,491 Oh, that's interesting. Look. 195 00:15:30,516 --> 00:15:33,366 But you see that they are also involved�� 196 00:15:34,514 --> 00:15:35,242 But...� 197 00:15:35,701 --> 00:15:38,915 the only thing is that there is a human being who is going to kill now.� 198 00:15:40,122 --> 00:15:41,452 But they don't know, 199 00:15:42,576 --> 00:15:44,871 They are fixing it,� but they don't know.� 200 00:15:45,600 --> 00:15:47,974 �They are stupid!� They are stupid.� 201 00:15:49,182 --> 00:15:51,002 Almost all people They are stupid.� 202 00:15:52,372 --> 00:15:55,918 �You see people go to a restaurant to order food?� 203 00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:58,467 They don't even want to eat.� 204 00:15:58,879 --> 00:16:02,631 They go there because it is time to eat.� They're not even hungry.� 205 00:16:06,106 --> 00:16:09,763 The more I think about humanity, the less I want to think about them.� 206 00:16:09,883 --> 00:16:13,572 Is there something more than ? Ask something...�Jesus.� 207 00:16:48,286 --> 00:16:51,173 You lived in East Hollywood� before moving here. 208 00:16:51,293 --> 00:16:53,421 What places Could we film there? 209 00:16:54,735 --> 00:16:55,890 None. 210 00:16:56,808 --> 00:16:58,835 The bars are closed. 211 00:17:00,220 --> 00:17:01,709 The Big Twenty 212 00:17:03,070 --> 00:17:05,476 It is covered with wood, 213 00:17:05,745 --> 00:17:09,849 the police went and nailed wood all around, 214 00:17:10,198 --> 00:17:12,968 and on the front, with studs. 215 00:17:14,477 --> 00:17:18,704 The Big Twenty is closed as if it were a source of malaria. 216 00:17:21,150 --> 00:17:25,963 And that whole neighborhood is dead. I mean 217 00:17:28,456 --> 00:17:30,530 We used to walk by there and you would see 218 00:17:30,650 --> 00:17:34,488 pimps and prostitutes hanging around� the corners, eating hotdogs, 219 00:17:34,884 --> 00:17:37,686 with mustard dripping by the chin.� 220 00:17:38,043 --> 00:17:40,623 There is nothing, there is no no one else there.� 221 00:17:41,826 --> 00:17:45,135 There is nothing to film. 222 00:17:45,730 --> 00:17:49,403 I have the feeling that the world It is increasingly dry. 223 00:17:50,384 --> 00:17:54,121 I don't know where the whores are, the black pimps, 224 00:17:54,241 --> 00:17:56,020 where is the music. 225 00:17:58,767 --> 00:18:01,253 My idea of life passes 226 00:18:02,155 --> 00:18:06,850 for the black pimps, the whores, the music, 227 00:18:07,146 --> 00:18:09,251 the bar, the 228 00:18:09,731 --> 00:18:13,404 jukeboxes in bars,� the lights on,� 229 00:18:13,673 --> 00:18:15,351 that's where life is.� 230 00:18:17,781 --> 00:18:22,467 That may seem like a terrible type of life for the majority, 231 00:18:24,344 --> 00:18:28,207 but you listen to that music and you walk into that bar at some point� 232 00:18:29,109 --> 00:18:31,990 and you try to get a good chair 233 00:18:32,458 --> 00:18:36,320 and you sit down and the waiter He comes over and serves you a drink� 234 00:18:36,440 --> 00:18:38,078 that you are happy to drink. 235 00:18:38,198 --> 00:18:42,162 And you are in a living world where something is happening.� 236 00:18:45,954 --> 00:18:50,450 I think that the degradation, black pimps, prostitution, 237 00:18:50,798 --> 00:18:52,698 They are the flowers of the earth.� 238 00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:56,854 I think those things, where things happen, 239 00:18:57,218 --> 00:18:59,292 They are sources of happiness, 240 00:19:00,337 --> 00:19:02,768 and of terror and horror too, 241 00:19:02,888 --> 00:19:04,889 but everything has to do with it, 242 00:19:05,009 --> 00:19:07,580 when you enter a place to have a drink.� 243 00:19:08,340 --> 00:19:09,797 It is an experience. 244 00:19:12,339 --> 00:19:14,761 When you clean a city, you kill her 245 00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:20,856 There is no place to film in Hollywood and Western, no longer.� 246 00:19:21,339 --> 00:19:24,189 He's dead...dead... dead.� 247 00:19:24,648 --> 00:19:26,199 It reeks of death.� 248 00:19:26,319 --> 00:19:31,376 The Puritans.�The Christians.� They have cleaned it, they have dried it, 249 00:19:31,828 --> 00:19:34,804 as if no rose would grow there again. 250 00:20:10,327 --> 00:20:13,999 I have always been used because I'm a good guy.� 251 00:20:15,203 --> 00:20:17,736 And the women when I they know they say:� 252 00:20:18,575 --> 00:20:23,511 "I can use this son of a bitch." I can boss around, he's a calm guy."� 253 00:20:24,065 --> 00:20:25,300 So they do it.� 254 00:20:26,970 --> 00:20:29,851 But you know, in the end I tend to resent me a little. 255 00:20:29,971 --> 00:20:31,387 What's bothering you? 256 00:20:32,733 --> 00:20:34,458 Being pressured. 257 00:20:34,712 --> 00:20:35,756 Pressured? 258 00:20:38,519 --> 00:20:39,327 Yes�.� 259 00:20:43,000 --> 00:20:44,725 Just be pushed. 260 00:20:44,845 --> 00:20:48,759 Why do you let yourself be pressured? for this shit? You're an idiot. 261 00:20:48,879 --> 00:20:52,290 Why do you allow yourself to be pressured? for these kinds of things? 262 00:20:52,410 --> 00:20:56,671 I have told you a thousand times to leave it - Wait a minute. 263 00:20:56,791 --> 00:21:01,264 No, wait, it has nothing to do with it. - Get a lawyer to tell you� 264 00:21:01,384 --> 00:21:05,846 Why do you always let do they grope you? 265 00:21:05,966 --> 00:21:09,859 Because I have a good heart, I give give the other person another chance.� 266 00:21:12,598 --> 00:21:16,049 Do you do it? - I have given you dozens of chances. 267 00:21:17,482 --> 00:21:19,857 You keep pushing and pushing� 268 00:21:21,397 --> 00:21:24,484 and you keep laughing at me.� That's why I tell you, 269 00:21:24,604 --> 00:21:28,553 I'm going to get a lawyer and I'm going to kick you out of here. 270 00:21:34,296 --> 00:21:38,396 She thinks I don't have the guts.� She thinks I can't live without her.� 271 00:21:39,235 --> 00:21:44,586 I can kick your ass so good and so fast with a Jewish lawyer, 272 00:21:45,734 --> 00:21:49,692 that you are going to end up with the ass cool, baby. 273 00:21:52,629 --> 00:21:56,064 You think you're the last woman On earth what can I have? 274 00:21:56,793 --> 00:21:59,674 I've never thought that. - Yes, well... 275 00:22:00,386 --> 00:22:02,492 better start thinking.� 276 00:22:04,685 --> 00:22:06,901 I'm going to pass you on to the next one. 277 00:22:07,155 --> 00:22:08,421 The next one? 278 00:22:08,541 --> 00:22:12,490 The next guy, let him take you. I'm not going to get jealous. 279 00:22:12,610 --> 00:22:17,897 All your damn shit every night the same shit 280 00:22:18,610 --> 00:22:20,984 I don't need a woman like you. 281 00:22:21,658 --> 00:22:24,159 I don't need your shit, baby.� 282 00:22:24,428 --> 00:22:25,900 I don't need it.� 283 00:22:31,275 --> 00:22:33,001 What about the guests? 284 00:22:37,069 --> 00:22:38,985 I don't need them either.� 285 00:22:44,994 --> 00:22:48,746 What Linda doesn't realize,� is that when I met Jan,� 286 00:22:48,866 --> 00:22:51,783 he did the same shit to me What Linda does to me now. 287 00:22:51,903 --> 00:22:55,345 Every night appearing at 5:30.� - Not every night.� 288 00:22:55,978 --> 00:23:00,826 I don't want you to give these people that impression, because it is not true.� 289 00:23:00,946 --> 00:23:04,926 Ok, you don't go out every night, ok. - That's better.�- Very good.� 290 00:23:05,046 --> 00:23:09,374 Linda doesn't go out every night. - Thank you. Thank you very much. 291 00:23:13,293 --> 00:23:17,409 Do you know what piece of shit you are? 292 00:23:19,982 --> 00:23:21,929 I hate liars.� 293 00:23:22,847 --> 00:23:25,887 You lie to their faces, bitch. 294 00:23:26,007 --> 00:23:28,634 Right there? - Yes I don't do it. 295 00:23:29,082 --> 00:23:35,620 You went out five nights in a row, last week One you came back 5:30, 296 00:23:35,740 --> 00:23:40,842 3:30 the other.�The night before You arrived at 2 in the morning.� 297 00:23:40,962 --> 00:23:44,645 There was a reason for each one of those nights. - Hey...� 298 00:23:44,765 --> 00:23:49,185 I told you and you didn't accept them. 299 00:23:49,305 --> 00:23:52,953 Of course not, you would accept my nights out?�- Yes, I would. 300 00:23:53,073 --> 00:23:59,884 I invited you every time, to You see that nothing happens. 301 00:24:00,004 --> 00:24:04,375 I want you to come and see the things 302 00:24:04,918 --> 00:24:09,608 What do I do? I ask you. I need to do things 303 00:24:10,015 --> 00:24:14,401 in my life. And it's not bad, It's not against you, 304 00:24:15,014 --> 00:24:17,437 It doesn't make me love you less. 305 00:24:17,848 --> 00:24:19,162 You could even...� 306 00:24:19,621 --> 00:24:21,822 make me love you even more. 307 00:24:22,297 --> 00:24:24,877 Listen� - You don't see it like that�.� 308 00:24:25,171 --> 00:24:30,933 I don't want a woman who spends six nights a night week come back after 2 in the morning.� 309 00:24:31,053 --> 00:24:34,685 I don't care about the excuse. - It wasn't six nights a week.� 310 00:24:34,805 --> 00:24:39,443 In May you left and came back fifteen nights after midnight.� 311 00:24:42,514 --> 00:24:45,641 It's true.� The calendar is marked.� 312 00:24:47,236 --> 00:24:49,943 - So what? - So what 313 00:24:50,063 --> 00:24:53,407 That's why I'm going to get a lawyer� - What do you think? Wait a minute! 314 00:24:53,527 --> 00:24:56,732 �to kick your ass well. - �Wait!��Wait!� 315 00:24:57,428 --> 00:25:00,404 - Why are you so offended? - Why should I tolerate you? 316 00:25:00,524 --> 00:25:02,929 Why does it bother you so much? 317 00:25:03,049 --> 00:25:04,782 do other things? 318 00:25:05,494 --> 00:25:10,393 Because I live with a woman or she lives with me, he doesn't live with other people.� 319 00:25:10,513 --> 00:25:14,985 I do live with other people and I will do it for the rest of my life.� 320 00:25:15,583 --> 00:25:20,146 I know, I'm going to hand you over to them. Don't you see? - No, no, no.� 321 00:25:20,510 --> 00:25:24,535 Shit! Damn whore! 322 00:25:24,655 --> 00:25:28,018 "Do you think you're going to leave me?" every fucking night? 323 00:25:28,588 --> 00:25:30,456 Fucking whore. 324 00:25:31,641 --> 00:25:33,082 �Bitch!� 325 00:25:33,494 --> 00:25:38,211 Who do you think I am? I'm going to to do this, to live with other people.� 326 00:25:38,331 --> 00:25:40,507 - I don't - �Fucking whore!� 326 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:50,000 Hank and Linda were married a few years later, on August 18, 1985. 327 00:26:21,421 --> 00:26:23,559 What's the address here, Hank? 328 00:26:24,057 --> 00:26:28,659 Ah, this is 2122 Longwood Avenue.� 329 00:26:29,032 --> 00:26:30,884 The house of horrors,� 330 00:26:31,004 --> 00:26:32,736 the house of agony.� 331 00:26:33,749 --> 00:26:39,544 The house where they almost finished me, but not completely. I'm still here. 332 00:26:43,023 --> 00:26:46,189 This is the lawn I tended. 333 00:26:46,490 --> 00:26:49,118 I had to cut it both ways.� 334 00:26:49,238 --> 00:26:51,957 First here, then towards there, 335 00:26:52,077 --> 00:26:55,931 and I had to take out the pelinches with scissors.� 336 00:26:57,179 --> 00:27:00,361 If there was a little bit left, They beat me up.� 337 00:27:00,481 --> 00:27:01,628 For a little guy. 338 00:27:03,538 --> 00:27:07,781 It's very difficult not to leave a single pelinche. Try sometime. 339 00:27:07,901 --> 00:27:11,240 So he always got a beating.� Here we have...� 340 00:27:12,966 --> 00:27:14,438 a torture chamber.� 341 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:20,256 Let's see that. - You are going to see the torture chamber. 342 00:27:27,295 --> 00:27:28,293 Well...� 343 00:27:30,383 --> 00:27:31,253 this...� 344 00:27:31,633 --> 00:27:33,517 It's the torture chamber.� 345 00:27:35,059 --> 00:27:38,336 This is where I have learned something.� 346 00:27:42,152 --> 00:27:44,431 The old man had a razor strap, 347 00:27:44,978 --> 00:27:48,033 that hung here, and took it... 348 00:27:50,234 --> 00:27:52,450 I pulled down my pants and the underwear.� 349 00:27:52,570 --> 00:27:54,603 I was stopping here 350 00:27:55,925 --> 00:27:57,683 and he began. 351 00:28:00,358 --> 00:28:04,221 And I don't know how many spanks It gave me. They were hard. 352 00:28:05,591 --> 00:28:08,583 Eight, ten, twelve, fourteen.� 353 00:28:10,403 --> 00:28:14,171 Of course you can't stop screaming,� 354 00:28:15,684 --> 00:28:19,087 especially when you are six or seven years old.� 355 00:28:19,990 --> 00:28:21,984 When I arrived at the 356 00:28:22,690 --> 00:28:26,743 ten, or eleven, or twelve he shouted less, in fact, 357 00:28:27,978 --> 00:28:31,413 The last beating I received I didn't scream not even a little bit. Just... 358 00:28:33,195 --> 00:28:35,094 I didn't make a sound,� 359 00:28:36,266 --> 00:28:39,258 And I guess that scared him, because 360 00:28:39,638 --> 00:28:42,693 It was the last time, when I didn't make a sound.� 361 00:28:43,826 --> 00:28:44,807 So 362 00:28:45,266 --> 00:28:47,926 This place has some memories. 363 00:28:49,715 --> 00:28:54,678 I didn't know it was a terrible place to talk about it. 363 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:59,300 I haven't talked about that too much. 364 00:29:02,254 --> 00:29:04,375 Let's forget it, okay? 365 00:29:06,164 --> 00:29:11,313 You are a small creature and you have one big creature hitting you, 366 00:29:11,433 --> 00:29:12,785 and the mother...� 367 00:29:14,009 --> 00:29:18,267 agrees. Ok this sounds very sad, and like... 368 00:29:18,695 --> 00:29:21,920 I was crying asking for mercy or something, but at that time, 369 00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:26,160 It was very difficult because there was no nowhere to go, I couldn't do anything. 370 00:29:29,271 --> 00:29:33,023 But like I said before,� and I have said so many times.� 371 00:29:33,783 --> 00:29:36,332 I think my father taught me to write.� 372 00:29:40,329 --> 00:29:46,393 Because now, in difficult times, I never cry, I never ask.� 373 00:29:47,762 --> 00:29:49,321 On to the next 374 00:29:49,646 --> 00:29:51,942 silent situation,� 375 00:29:52,955 --> 00:29:53,794 without 376 00:29:55,235 --> 00:29:59,656 ask for mercy I just pass to the next. 377 00:30:01,381 --> 00:30:02,980 I think I'm well trained. 378 00:30:03,255 --> 00:30:06,516 I don't wish you that kind of training anyone. 379 00:30:07,886 --> 00:30:09,912 But for me, Now that I have it, 380 00:30:11,084 --> 00:30:14,614 It makes me, you know, like when it happens to someone 381 00:30:14,734 --> 00:30:17,685 of getting a flat tire, or something bad. They go crazy.� 382 00:30:17,805 --> 00:30:18,643 And I say,� 383 00:30:18,763 --> 00:30:24,200 Well, that's a bad thing... It happens again. It had to happen. 384 00:30:24,944 --> 00:30:27,319 Because, I take it better. You know.� 385 00:30:28,530 --> 00:30:33,295 I lose a leg, someone leaves, someone robs the house.� 386 00:30:33,976 --> 00:30:36,462 Yes, well, that's all. See,� 387 00:30:37,768 --> 00:30:39,320 I am prepared. 388 00:30:41,678 --> 00:30:43,531 And my father especially...� 389 00:30:44,164 --> 00:30:48,478 Since I don't have my father, others have taken their place. 390 00:30:49,566 --> 00:30:51,371 Sometimes, in the form of a woman.� 391 00:30:52,737 --> 00:30:56,093 So the father never leaves, even after death.� 392 00:30:56,988 --> 00:30:58,397 Parents always...� 393 00:31:01,183 --> 00:31:03,083 No, he was against me.� 394 00:31:06,020 --> 00:31:12,273 It's not in my heart, maybe in toenails like dirt. 395 00:31:41,003 --> 00:31:42,554 A happy night, you know 396 00:31:43,384 --> 00:31:46,962 to everyone, sometimes you have a good night, everyone laughs, 397 00:31:47,082 --> 00:31:48,181 you feel good.� 398 00:31:49,467 --> 00:31:53,678 So, while we go to the store buy more beer, of course I bought 399 00:31:53,798 --> 00:31:56,607 I'm one of those guys who always buys...� 400 00:31:58,095 --> 00:31:59,757 I'm an idiot. Anyway, 401 00:32:01,907 --> 00:32:06,467 coming back to it, let's go with this one pack of beers, and we are 402 00:32:07,068 --> 00:32:10,155 three or four people, we are all laughing� 403 00:32:11,478 --> 00:32:13,805 and suddenly this guy appears. It says:� 404 00:32:14,596 --> 00:32:17,620 "Wow, you guys seem like be having a good time. 405 00:32:18,443 --> 00:32:19,172 Hey... 406 00:32:20,272 --> 00:32:22,093 Do you mind if I pass?" 407 00:32:23,328 --> 00:32:26,890 Everyone says: "Yes, yes." And I say, "Hey, wait..." 408 00:32:27,729 --> 00:32:31,243 He says, "Oh, come on, let me in." I tell him: "Okay, come in." 409 00:32:31,363 --> 00:32:34,370 So there we are, and we started drinking and drinking.� 410 00:32:35,478 --> 00:32:36,872 So� 411 00:32:38,439 --> 00:32:42,357 There's a piano over there.� I'm going to play the piano.� The night continues. 412 00:32:42,477 --> 00:32:44,395 I don't know how to play, but I play. 413 00:32:44,954 --> 00:32:49,616 I'm sitting in a chair, and I don't like it. this guy too much and I'm giving him...� 414 00:32:50,341 --> 00:32:52,419 Oh, what you're doing...� 415 00:32:54,397 --> 00:32:59,188 He talks about the war he has been in and how many people he killed. 416 00:33:01,958 --> 00:33:05,979 I wasn't too interested, You know, because in a war...� 417 00:33:06,601 --> 00:33:09,866 you can kill people and not It means nothing. It's legal. 418 00:33:11,682 --> 00:33:15,134 It takes courage to kill someone� when it is not legal.��Do you understand?� 419 00:33:15,882 --> 00:33:16,769 Okay. 420 00:33:17,489 --> 00:33:18,835 That's what I told him.� 421 00:33:21,463 --> 00:33:23,758 He didn't stop talking, boasting. 422 00:33:24,475 --> 00:33:28,785 Of several things: how good a shooter he is. It was, how many people he had killed.� 423 00:33:29,256 --> 00:33:32,375 I told him: "Bullshit, get out of here!" He said, "Don't you like me?" 424 00:33:32,495 --> 00:33:33,863 I said, "Yes, go." 425 00:33:35,423 --> 00:33:39,100 So he left, we continued talking.� You know, drinking. 426 00:33:39,539 --> 00:33:42,800 Is there a lighter? - Yes. I keep losing them. 427 00:33:44,134 --> 00:33:45,131 So, uh...� 428 00:33:48,559 --> 00:33:50,506 Suddenly he came back�.� 429 00:33:52,644 --> 00:33:54,021 He had a gun. 430 00:33:55,296 --> 00:33:59,586 Suddenly, I had no friends around me.� Everyone had disappeared 431 00:34:00,884 --> 00:34:05,333 and then he came to me, and He said, "You don't like me, do you?" 432 00:34:10,534 --> 00:34:11,832 Well, you know...� 433 00:34:12,291 --> 00:34:13,641 this is the point� 434 00:34:13,761 --> 00:34:17,583 where people make a mistake.�But� I'm only going to talk about myself.� 435 00:34:20,816 --> 00:34:24,125 I told him the truth. I told him: "No, I don't like you." 436 00:34:26,128 --> 00:34:30,719 So he approached me and He put the gun to his temple.� 437 00:34:32,096 --> 00:34:34,598 He said, "Not yet." “You like me, right?” 438 00:34:34,718 --> 00:34:37,536 I told him: "No, I still don't like you." 439 00:34:40,195 --> 00:34:43,536 Let me tell you something, I really wasn't afraid, 440 00:34:43,829 --> 00:34:44,731 at all.� 441 00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:50,383 It was almost like you'll see a movie, somewhere...� 442 00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:54,191 So he said: "Well, I'm going to kill you."� 443 00:34:54,311 --> 00:34:55,727 And I said: "Very good." 444 00:34:56,328 --> 00:34:57,880 Let me tell you something, 445 00:35:00,523 --> 00:35:02,692 I told him: "If you kill me 446 00:35:02,812 --> 00:35:04,759 "You're going to do me a favor." 447 00:35:05,883 --> 00:35:07,846 What I told him was true.� 448 00:35:09,366 --> 00:35:12,183 I told him: "I'm half suicidal, anyway. 449 00:35:15,516 --> 00:35:19,680 I've been wondering how to do it. And now you have solved my problem." 450 00:35:25,546 --> 00:35:27,335 And I also told him: 451 00:35:28,047 --> 00:35:31,055 "By the way, if you kill me,� 452 00:35:31,665 --> 00:35:33,580 you will have solved my problem 453 00:35:33,945 --> 00:35:35,813 and you will have a problem.� 454 00:35:35,933 --> 00:35:37,997 You will go to prison, 455 00:35:39,351 --> 00:35:43,230 or the electric chair, whatever." 456 00:35:45,177 --> 00:35:46,554 There was a silence...� 457 00:35:48,201 --> 00:35:50,512 I could feel his pressure. 458 00:35:51,914 --> 00:35:54,589 We just stood there and I didn't say nothing more and he said nothing more. 459 00:35:54,709 --> 00:35:56,521 Then he lowered the gun, 460 00:35:57,475 --> 00:36:01,749 and he headed towards the door, and The metal screen on the door screeched, and he left. 461 00:36:03,827 --> 00:36:07,136 And what I said was true,� you know� 462 00:36:07,256 --> 00:36:11,980 He was suicidal, I didn't care.� He made a mistake 463 00:36:12,100 --> 00:36:16,755 by fucking with the person wrong. 464 00:36:17,055 --> 00:36:20,515 He messed with someone worse than him. 465 00:36:21,096 --> 00:36:22,552 There was no other option, 466 00:36:23,095 --> 00:36:26,700 and I think that if it had been someone that told him: 467 00:36:27,283 --> 00:36:30,544 "Oh no! Don't do it!" He could have done it. 468 00:36:30,829 --> 00:36:32,903 I think I wanted let him do it.� 469 00:36:33,331 --> 00:36:35,658 Then, all my friends told me, 470 00:36:35,778 --> 00:36:39,592 "Oh, Hank, you're okay." I told them: "Yes, thanks to all of you 471 00:36:39,712 --> 00:36:41,639 They really helped me." 472 00:36:41,759 --> 00:36:46,313 Standing, looking. They could have grabbed from behind, or something. 473 00:36:46,582 --> 00:36:48,798 I said, "Okay." 474 00:36:49,622 --> 00:36:51,822 Then we knew 475 00:36:52,899 --> 00:36:55,875 who had gone to a pharmacy 476 00:36:56,896 --> 00:36:59,509 with a gun and did something,� 477 00:36:59,629 --> 00:37:04,005 hit someone with the butt and tried to shoot 478 00:37:04,337 --> 00:37:06,779 and they put him in a mental hospital, later.� 479 00:37:07,634 --> 00:37:09,898 So he was quite a madman, 480 00:37:10,531 --> 00:37:12,763 but there's nothing like a madman 481 00:37:12,883 --> 00:37:15,752 talking to another crazy person. There is nothing like that, 482 00:37:15,872 --> 00:37:18,998 well, there are so many crazy people, that it is impossible to know. 483 00:37:19,425 --> 00:37:20,486 But� 484 00:37:20,961 --> 00:37:22,053 I was lucky.� 485 00:37:23,541 --> 00:37:26,933 But I was ready to leave.� It wouldn't have been a big deal.� 486 00:37:28,394 --> 00:37:31,813 And he knew it. If not you feel the fear, you don't react.� 487 00:37:32,608 --> 00:37:36,440 Sometimes. Some don't feel fear and still react.� 488 00:37:37,168 --> 00:37:39,368 And that's all. It's not a great story.� 489 00:38:16,723 --> 00:38:19,398 There is a lady who read your fortune there. 490 00:38:19,905 --> 00:38:22,125 I went once.� 491 00:38:22,245 --> 00:38:26,526 He read my palm, said: "You're an alcoholic." 492 00:38:28,065 --> 00:38:32,387 I said, "Really? I play too?" She said, "Yes, you bet." 493 00:38:32,981 --> 00:38:35,466 "It's five dollars." 494 00:38:37,164 --> 00:38:41,803 Well, this is Hollywood and Western. This is the place.� 495 00:38:42,883 --> 00:38:45,464 Look there, man. Brilliant. 496 00:38:45,584 --> 00:38:49,295 There used to be... cement benches in the front 497 00:38:50,127 --> 00:38:55,525 and all the sick people sat there.� Everyone sat there. 498 00:38:55,625 --> 00:38:59,459 People on the street, and they talked between them all day. 499 00:38:59,908 --> 00:39:03,786 Here in this corner. - Yes, it's still fine. 500 00:39:03,906 --> 00:39:04,874 Do you have it? 501 00:39:07,058 --> 00:39:09,116 This is where the people are.� 502 00:39:10,582 --> 00:39:14,350 There's the old sex shop. Always changing hands.� 503 00:39:15,711 --> 00:39:17,469 They used to call him 504 00:39:17,589 --> 00:39:21,487 The Big, The Big Twenty, but now they changed the name, 505 00:39:21,931 --> 00:39:23,450 to The Rail. 506 00:39:23,570 --> 00:39:27,139 There were women all over the street, and they sat at the window. 507 00:39:27,259 --> 00:39:29,147 You just said: "I love you." 508 00:39:29,267 --> 00:39:31,981 There is a woman there that she is not a whore. 509 00:39:34,324 --> 00:39:36,033 There is a drug seller.� 510 00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:40,512 In that place they never gave me a loan, like I told you. 511 00:39:40,632 --> 00:39:43,488 Ah, I've been to this liquor store many times.� 512 00:39:45,356 --> 00:39:46,876 �Many times!� 513 00:39:47,787 --> 00:39:49,212 Great place.� 514 00:39:51,238 --> 00:39:53,075 There is one of my men.� 515 00:39:53,518 --> 00:39:55,164 Bank of America. 516 00:39:56,075 --> 00:39:57,246 �Very good!� 517 00:39:59,368 --> 00:40:04,101 �Shit!�There's something back, look at that hotel, man. La Paula Apartment. 518 00:40:04,940 --> 00:40:05,954 Beautiful.� 519 00:40:10,110 --> 00:40:12,880 That's all there is.� That's all.� 520 00:40:17,816 --> 00:40:21,912 Ah, this is a strange place.� Do you want to see things about the devil? 521 00:40:22,032 --> 00:40:23,310 Go there�.� 522 00:40:23,704 --> 00:40:28,617 You can get some powders, You mail people and they die.� 523 00:40:29,187 --> 00:40:33,461 For 15 cents, you know, with something� Thus, you can kill someone.� 524 00:40:34,832 --> 00:40:35,830 It's pretty.� 525 00:40:38,299 --> 00:40:41,640 Ok, is this the end of your territory? - This is the end! 526 00:40:42,004 --> 00:40:45,170 They won't leave me out. They didn't leave me outside.� 527 00:40:51,432 --> 00:40:54,962 Where did I get all those? stories from those few blocks? 528 00:40:56,110 --> 00:40:58,089 Well, they came to see me. 529 00:40:58,675 --> 00:41:00,511 The girls, you know.� 530 00:41:01,002 --> 00:41:04,691 The most vicious women in the world They knocked on my door.� 531 00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:09,211 They knew how to find a soft, yes�.� 532 00:41:12,124 --> 00:41:13,026 Well...� 533 00:41:13,525 --> 00:41:15,567 Now I am straightened.� 534 00:41:16,216 --> 00:41:17,309 It feels very good.� 535 00:41:21,639 --> 00:41:26,024 I kinda miss that shit, from time to time. I must admit. 536 00:41:29,194 --> 00:41:33,484 It shows you where humanity is, You don't want to forget it, you know. 537 00:41:34,260 --> 00:41:36,698 One never wants to forget 538 00:41:37,732 --> 00:41:41,246 who they are, where they come from and how they act.� 539 00:41:41,366 --> 00:41:44,152 You don't want to be too far from that.� 540 00:41:44,832 --> 00:41:49,313 That bar was called The Playwright. - Yes. - Were you going there? 541 00:41:50,176 --> 00:41:55,590 Not very often, we went 4 or 5 times,� until they kicked me out. They gave me 86. 542 00:41:56,291 --> 00:41:58,159 I got drunk, and I said: 543 00:41:58,279 --> 00:42:01,531 "This place is called The Playwright?" Where the hell are the playwrights? 544 00:42:01,651 --> 00:42:05,140 The waiter is not a playwright.� That guy is not a playwright." 545 00:42:05,260 --> 00:42:06,633 They were offended. 546 00:42:08,580 --> 00:42:13,386 So this is the famous corner? - Yes, and there is The Pioneer.� 547 00:42:14,003 --> 00:42:15,666 It is open all night.� 548 00:42:16,793 --> 00:42:19,944 A lot of whores go there,� You know, late at night.� 549 00:42:20,064 --> 00:42:22,698 Types.�Thieves.�Murderers.� 550 00:42:22,988 --> 00:42:25,109 You get a bite late 551 00:42:25,229 --> 00:42:28,371 at 3:30 am, you get a small bite of something.� 552 00:42:28,491 --> 00:42:31,134 After having you hooked up with someone 553 00:42:31,254 --> 00:42:35,091 It is very sociable and warm there,� there are good feelings. 554 00:42:37,292 --> 00:42:38,432 So 555 00:42:38,552 --> 00:42:40,973 There are a couple of girls there.� 556 00:42:41,906 --> 00:42:44,043 Did you take them? Good. 557 00:42:44,518 --> 00:42:46,909 Hey man, what's up? 558 00:42:48,628 --> 00:42:53,045 We're going down Western. - Very good.� 559 00:43:00,414 --> 00:43:03,248 There is a motel here.� 560 00:43:03,818 --> 00:43:07,606 I stayed here after Linda King. he'll throw me out one night,� 561 00:43:07,706 --> 00:43:10,661 He came back, took me and I ended up living with her again. 562 00:43:10,761 --> 00:43:12,925 Terrible mistake.� 563 00:43:13,025 --> 00:43:16,428 The motel is good, It has a swimming pool.� 564 00:43:17,244 --> 00:43:18,447 I used to have. 565 00:43:18,567 --> 00:43:19,983 There it is.� - Yes. 566 00:43:20,103 --> 00:43:24,083 I had a terrible hangover and two big fat guys were jumping there, 567 00:43:24,203 --> 00:43:26,505 They must have weighed 180 kilos each. 568 00:43:26,909 --> 00:43:30,186 I started laughing at them and They came up to look for me.� 569 00:43:30,306 --> 00:43:33,273 I locked the door and they came to hit her. 570 00:43:33,393 --> 00:43:35,835 There was another liquor store there. 571 00:43:36,642 --> 00:43:40,125 And some of my friends� 572 00:43:40,817 --> 00:43:42,701 That covers it.� 573 00:43:44,262 --> 00:43:47,001 So you see, you don't have than coming to Hollywood now. 574 00:43:47,121 --> 00:43:49,581 I've told you everything about Holywood and Western. 575 00:43:49,701 --> 00:43:52,320 You already have it, calm down, forget it. 576 00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:53,824 Go to sleep.� 577 00:44:29,018 --> 00:44:30,807 What do you think of? 578 00:44:31,876 --> 00:44:33,823 the drugs? 579 00:44:34,741 --> 00:44:37,322 Ah, my favorite topic.� 580 00:44:40,092 --> 00:44:41,881 I believe a man can 581 00:44:42,254 --> 00:44:43,900 keep drinking 582 00:44:44,153 --> 00:44:45,547 for centuries.� 583 00:44:45,667 --> 00:44:47,130 It will never die. 584 00:44:50,138 --> 00:44:52,528 Especially wine and beer.� 585 00:44:54,119 --> 00:44:55,972 But I have met many...� 586 00:44:57,333 --> 00:45:01,212 young people, especially when I worked for Open City, 587 00:45:02,677 --> 00:45:04,466 smoking marijuana,� 588 00:45:07,347 --> 00:45:11,266 and the first two years They were smart, 589 00:45:11,386 --> 00:45:15,235 and after two years of marijuana� They were walking around like: 590 00:45:16,063 --> 00:45:20,021 "Hey! Hey! How are you?" 591 00:45:24,921 --> 00:45:27,771 I will be one of the first to say...� 592 00:45:29,821 --> 00:45:33,557 that marijuana is very destructive.� 593 00:45:35,061 --> 00:45:38,798 And finally, there will be government studies to demonstrate 594 00:45:40,009 --> 00:45:44,521 which is totally harmful.�Very much� more harmful than it has ever been,� 595 00:45:45,059 --> 00:45:46,911 or has been verified. 596 00:45:47,933 --> 00:45:50,608 I have seen him through people.� 597 00:45:50,728 --> 00:45:52,128 They finished: 598 00:45:52,587 --> 00:45:55,564 "Hey...hey" 599 00:45:55,684 --> 00:45:59,957 I don't like that. I like drunks. man, because drunks 600 00:46:00,801 --> 00:46:05,820 They come out of it, they get sick and then They come back, come and go. 601 00:46:07,279 --> 00:46:10,145 And even the light drugs, They are just... 602 00:46:10,921 --> 00:46:13,928 Well. Well. It's like... 603 00:46:15,353 --> 00:46:19,177 yes the entire mental circuit, everything the spirit has been cut off. 604 00:46:20,348 --> 00:46:22,359 I have known good old alcoholics, 605 00:46:22,479 --> 00:46:26,459 You know, this old guy, Jim...� I don't know if it is 606 00:46:26,579 --> 00:46:30,520 Yes. He is in the port. He is a good man, He got drunk every night 607 00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:33,761 but his face was human, you know,� I was talking to you, I said: 608 00:46:33,881 --> 00:46:36,979 "Well, Hank" ...�I was talking a� defined language, 609 00:46:37,099 --> 00:46:38,982 about this and this, you know that the boys 610 00:46:41,515 --> 00:46:42,671 It was 611 00:46:42,791 --> 00:46:46,027 So...yes. I'm anti-drug. They bring me down. 612 00:46:46,797 --> 00:46:48,364 It is a very,� 613 00:46:49,298 --> 00:46:51,150 very bad way of walking. 614 00:46:54,111 --> 00:46:56,216 At least from what I've seen. 615 00:46:56,873 --> 00:46:57,982 I can't recommend it. 616 00:46:58,868 --> 00:47:00,166 Be an alcoholic.� 617 00:47:00,286 --> 00:47:02,763 If you have to be something, yes an alcoholic.� 618 00:47:03,285 --> 00:47:05,541 What can you expect? 619 00:47:06,091 --> 00:47:07,421 Alcoholism...� 620 00:47:08,133 --> 00:47:09,042 good� 621 00:47:09,162 --> 00:47:12,914 or drunkenness. If there were not been a drunk,� 622 00:47:15,587 --> 00:47:18,459 I probably would have committed suicide a long time ago.� 623 00:47:18,579 --> 00:47:21,729 You know, working in factories,� eight-hour work.� 624 00:47:21,849 --> 00:47:23,645 The poor neighborhoods. The streets.� 625 00:47:24,492 --> 00:47:25,268 Well, 626 00:47:25,648 --> 00:47:28,766 you have a shitty job. 627 00:47:29,906 --> 00:47:32,233 You come home at night, you are tired.� 628 00:47:32,701 --> 00:47:35,012 What are you going to do, go to the movies? 629 00:47:35,329 --> 00:47:37,007 �Listen to the radio� 630 00:47:37,127 --> 00:47:39,334 in a room of three dollars per week? 631 00:47:40,937 --> 00:47:46,720 Or, "you rest and wait to go to work the next day, for $1.75 an hour?� 632 00:47:47,238 --> 00:47:51,196 Of course not! You are going to buy a bottle of whiskey and you drink it. 633 00:47:51,889 --> 00:47:55,103 Or you go to a bar and you kill yourself with your fists. 634 00:47:56,116 --> 00:47:58,981 And you know some whore, and something happens. 635 00:47:59,101 --> 00:48:03,692 Then you go to work the next day, and You do your little things, don't you? 636 00:48:03,997 --> 00:48:06,229 But you don't 637 00:48:07,507 --> 00:48:12,019 you do your eight hour job and come back to your place in a bicycle factory.� 638 00:48:12,439 --> 00:48:14,671 This guy told me, with whom worked, said: 639 00:48:14,791 --> 00:48:17,267 "You can work here everything whatever you want, if you want it." 640 00:48:17,387 --> 00:48:18,154 �Great!� 641 00:48:19,297 --> 00:48:22,659 I say that alcohol...� 642 00:48:23,540 --> 00:48:28,875 offers you freedom to dream without the mortality of drugs.� 643 00:48:28,995 --> 00:48:32,847 You know, you can go back down.� You have to face the hangover. 644 00:48:33,780 --> 00:48:37,849 That's the hard part. You get through it, You do your job. And you come back. 645 00:48:37,949 --> 00:48:39,369 You drink again.� 646 00:48:40,929 --> 00:48:43,794 I am in favor of alcohol, I'm going to tell you.� 647 00:48:44,744 --> 00:48:46,122 It's the big thing.� 648 00:49:16,099 --> 00:49:22,123 I loved murderers. Anyone who tried kill me, because I had a suicide complex.� 649 00:49:24,027 --> 00:49:28,796 They told me that everyone who went there and was not known, he would be murdered. 650 00:49:29,853 --> 00:49:33,383 So, of course, any suicide� I was walking there�.� 651 00:49:34,290 --> 00:49:36,253 Therefore, I went there and 652 00:49:38,699 --> 00:49:40,852 They didn't keep their promise.� 653 00:49:46,418 --> 00:49:50,439 Because you were talking to the woman about a gangster, I think I remember.� 654 00:49:50,559 --> 00:49:55,537 They said: "If you speak there, you will be dead." So I went and spoke to him. 655 00:49:55,657 --> 00:49:56,978 She was a good whore. 656 00:49:57,857 --> 00:50:00,073 And, you know, like any other woman,� 657 00:50:00,722 --> 00:50:06,484 She toyed with me. He said, "Hello. How Are you?", shaking his head. I told him: 658 00:50:06,604 --> 00:50:11,511 "I'm fine, baby." Well, no. so good I had $13 in my wallet. 659 00:50:14,424 --> 00:50:15,643 So 660 00:50:17,741 --> 00:50:19,198 someone came closer.� 661 00:50:19,451 --> 00:50:24,422 Two big guys, you know What are these Italians like? 662 00:50:25,032 --> 00:50:26,916 And they're both looking at me, 663 00:50:27,036 --> 00:50:29,971 But you know, when death is there,� Death looks like anything 664 00:50:30,091 --> 00:50:34,056 Death can look like a bottle of milk� or a carton of milk or 665 00:50:34,615 --> 00:50:39,839 Death can take any form.� The human form doesn't even matter.� 666 00:50:40,156 --> 00:50:41,517 This guy approached... 667 00:50:41,637 --> 00:50:44,319 And when a tough guy tries be tough and you are prepared to die, 668 00:50:44,419 --> 00:50:47,149 It doesn't matter anything. He approached and He said, "Hey friend." 669 00:50:47,249 --> 00:50:49,714 And she went to take a piss,� that's what happened�.� 670 00:50:50,394 --> 00:50:54,962 You have to go down this long staircase. I found out later. 671 00:50:55,062 --> 00:50:58,852 "I'll be back now. I have to go to powder myself." 672 00:50:58,952 --> 00:51:00,593 I don't know if he said that. 673 00:51:01,215 --> 00:51:03,384 I said, "It's okay, baby, will be here." 674 00:51:04,833 --> 00:51:08,237 Then she said, "Do you know which is my favorite song? "� 675 00:51:08,728 --> 00:51:11,482 "His tears fell like wine." 676 00:51:11,776 --> 00:51:14,071 So I went up the jukebox, 677 00:51:14,171 --> 00:51:18,345 at that time it must have been a coin 5 or 10 cents, I think 5. 678 00:51:18,630 --> 00:51:21,686 I kept putting coins in the damn thing.� 679 00:51:22,376 --> 00:51:26,729 So the whole night was "His tears" They fell like wine." 680 00:51:26,829 --> 00:51:31,036 And I love it, I like that song.� And it kept me fired up. 681 00:51:34,194 --> 00:51:36,506 So, while she was walking around, 682 00:51:37,598 --> 00:51:40,590 This bear came and said to me: 683 00:51:41,691 --> 00:51:45,253 "Hey, man." I said, "Yeah..." He said: 684 00:51:45,870 --> 00:51:47,200 "You know what" 685 00:51:47,738 --> 00:51:52,270 "Do you know what you're doing?" I told him: "Yes, I don't know. Yes." He said: 686 00:51:52,370 --> 00:51:55,927 "You're fucking with the boss's girlfriend." 687 00:51:56,027 --> 00:51:59,106 I said, "Yes?" 688 00:51:59,206 --> 00:52:02,304 He said: "Do you know what that means?" 689 00:52:04,045 --> 00:52:09,713 "You know what that means, man.� Say goodbye and get your ass out of here now." 690 00:52:10,433 --> 00:52:12,950 "Yes?" 691 00:52:13,050 --> 00:52:14,803 I was crazy, you know.� 692 00:52:15,946 --> 00:52:20,336 So he went down, and they looked at each other, and she went up. And I said: 693 00:52:20,436 --> 00:52:25,956 "Put more coins in the machine, baby." "His tears fell like wine." 694 00:52:26,056 --> 00:52:29,923 As he hugged her, "Her tears They fell like wine." "Let's go like this." 695 00:52:30,023 --> 00:52:34,229 These two guys are watching. The boss It's not in the city, obviously. 696 00:52:34,329 --> 00:52:37,846 And this is a hard place in Philadelphia. 697 00:52:40,380 --> 00:52:43,958 I'm still drinking. So, I have to pee.� 698 00:52:45,429 --> 00:52:49,755 I'm headed down...and I'm going down the staircase and I saw the...� 699 00:52:49,855 --> 00:52:54,482 I hear these two guys, each step I take, they are like in rhythm.� 700 00:52:54,582 --> 00:52:59,294 I hear these two big guys, at the bar, they're behind me, like...� 701 00:52:59,584 --> 00:53:05,632 like two big shadows, every time I take a step, they come boom, boom� 702 00:53:06,526 --> 00:53:09,123 But you know, I'm not afraid. 703 00:53:09,408 --> 00:53:10,943 I'm not afraid of anything. 704 00:53:12,194 --> 00:53:15,614 I enter the bathroom, and they are both standing behind me. 705 00:53:16,809 --> 00:53:20,751 And they are waiting.� I unzip and start to pee.� 706 00:53:21,131 --> 00:53:26,217 They are standing there and suddenly I feel an arm that rises, I don't move. 707 00:53:26,317 --> 00:53:30,786 I feel it going down, I'm still standing there. And it gives me "Aghh!" 708 00:53:34,003 --> 00:53:36,678 Under the zipper, I pee. 709 00:53:36,778 --> 00:53:38,689 I finish pissing, I zip up the zipper. 710 00:53:39,100 --> 00:53:42,821 I pee and finish zipping up. Well, whatever. 711 00:53:43,525 --> 00:53:46,992 I turn around and they both look at me. 712 00:53:47,847 --> 00:53:49,810 And one says to the other: 713 00:53:50,333 --> 00:53:52,882 It's oh no, wait, I say: 714 00:53:52,982 --> 00:53:56,119 "Excuse me gentlemen. I need pass by here." 715 00:53:56,990 --> 00:53:59,982 And I start to climb the stairs and one says: 716 00:54:00,082 --> 00:54:03,212 "That son of a bitch is crazy!" You can't kill him. "� 717 00:54:04,233 --> 00:54:07,653 So I went back up, and I said, "Waiter." 718 00:54:07,938 --> 00:54:09,347 "two more drinks." 719 00:54:09,632 --> 00:54:11,836 The jukebox was detained. 720 00:54:11,936 --> 00:54:17,251 I walked over and put in some more coins and sound: "My tears fell like wine." 721 00:54:18,474 --> 00:54:21,244 And the waiter didn't want to serve more. I told him: 722 00:54:21,697 --> 00:54:28,330 "Hey man, I told you I want something more drinking for me and my lady. "Let's go!" 723 00:54:29,961 --> 00:54:35,035 He timidly approached, and finally He served and looked at the other two guys. 724 00:54:35,332 --> 00:54:37,548 I was sitting there all night.� 725 00:54:38,581 --> 00:54:41,051 And finally, the night continued.� 726 00:54:41,151 --> 00:54:42,706 The bar closed 727 00:54:43,086 --> 00:54:46,268 and I realized that this bar was different� from the other bars.� 728 00:54:46,368 --> 00:54:48,120 Because when the door closed, 729 00:54:48,220 --> 00:54:52,736 all the people stayed inside and continued serving drinks, with the lights off. 730 00:54:54,065 --> 00:54:58,276 And actually I wasn't interested in her.� 731 00:54:58,376 --> 00:55:00,809 I was just trying to prove 732 00:55:01,482 --> 00:55:03,319 that I wasn't afraid.� 733 00:55:04,284 --> 00:55:08,258 And I guess that's a weakness,� try to show that you are not afraid.� 734 00:55:08,662 --> 00:55:12,192 I still had that weakness,� but I didn't even want to fuck her. 735 00:55:12,292 --> 00:55:16,245 She, I don't know, what she was like. I wasn't even interested in her.� 736 00:55:16,910 --> 00:55:20,013 It was just the challenge of wanting what someone else wanted.� 737 00:55:20,113 --> 00:55:24,169 He supposedly intended, what they supposedly intended. 738 00:55:25,087 --> 00:55:29,789 And I think in the end they knew that I... I kept fooling around and drinking. Then, 739 00:55:30,684 --> 00:55:34,563 ...around 3:30 am, the bar opened. 740 00:55:35,057 --> 00:55:37,637 We all went outside, singing songs.� 741 00:55:37,737 --> 00:55:42,276 We hugged each other. The whore went somewhere side, I didn't even care. 742 00:55:42,376 --> 00:55:44,339 And one of the guys says, "Hey, 743 00:55:44,624 --> 00:55:46,745 Hank." They already knew my name. It says:� 744 00:55:47,371 --> 00:55:50,094 "Man, we really love you. You have guts.� 745 00:55:50,194 --> 00:55:53,751 You're crazy. You're sick. You have courage. 746 00:55:54,083 --> 00:55:58,373 You are beautiful.��You know what� do we want?" I said, "What?" 747 00:55:59,776 --> 00:56:02,277 "We want you to join to our band." 748 00:56:02,377 --> 00:56:07,533 "We're the toughest gang in Philly. We love you man, you have what we are looking for." 749 00:56:08,349 --> 00:56:12,987 I told him, "Shit, I don't fuck with that one." Kind of shit, folks.” 750 00:56:13,336 --> 00:56:14,887 "I have to go." 751 00:56:15,560 --> 00:56:17,571 "It was nice being with you." 752 00:56:18,267 --> 00:56:22,510 "Good night, babies." And I I'm ready to leave. Shoulda 753 00:56:22,610 --> 00:56:26,635 I should have chosen this path, but They were all standing there. 754 00:56:26,735 --> 00:56:30,941 I had to go around the block, to go back to my apartment. 755 00:56:31,041 --> 00:56:35,073 No. What I did, He was smarter than that. 756 00:56:35,825 --> 00:56:38,215 While I was walking there, 757 00:56:38,959 --> 00:56:42,727 a patrol car approached and I said, "Hey!" 758 00:56:45,189 --> 00:56:48,609 "I have been hit. Someone." He tried to take my money." 759 00:56:48,709 --> 00:56:51,886 He needed medical attention.� I was bleeding like crazy.� 760 00:56:52,250 --> 00:56:54,229 So they took me to a hospital. 761 00:56:54,918 --> 00:56:56,739 The police? - Yes, yes.� 762 00:56:57,039 --> 00:56:59,541 So they said, "Who stole you?" And I told them: 763 00:56:59,641 --> 00:57:02,628 "Well, officers.� You won't believe this. 764 00:57:03,697 --> 00:57:07,449 There were two sailors who They jumped me from behind. 765 00:57:07,702 --> 00:57:11,217 They tried to take my money and I "I defended myself, I stood up to them." 766 00:57:12,491 --> 00:57:15,009 "Really?" And I said: "Yes..." 767 00:57:15,109 --> 00:57:18,381 So, I was sitting there and everyone was on my side. They said: 768 00:57:18,481 --> 00:57:22,568 "Well, they could be two sailors.� Everyone was very kind to me.� 769 00:57:22,668 --> 00:57:25,228 And the nurse who took care of my head, 770 00:57:26,336 --> 00:57:28,426 She had beautiful legs.� 771 00:57:28,526 --> 00:57:33,295 And he had them crossed. suddenly The drunkenness returned to me, and I said: 772 00:57:33,881 --> 00:57:38,061 "Ah, bitch!" And I started play with his damn knee. 773 00:57:38,161 --> 00:57:41,781 And the policeman said: "Ah, this guy is not right." 774 00:57:41,881 --> 00:57:44,575 And they stopped and They said, "Get him out of here!" 775 00:57:44,675 --> 00:57:48,106 And the doctor said, "Okay, let's go." Let him go. Take him away." So, 776 00:57:48,206 --> 00:57:49,467 They pushed me out of there�.� 777 00:57:49,567 --> 00:57:53,402 But I had my stitches in me Head, they're still here.� 778 00:57:53,502 --> 00:57:56,220 Do you feel that lump? - Yes, yes. 779 00:57:56,885 --> 00:58:00,225 So that, that's one of them Those bar stories, huh? 780 00:58:01,373 --> 00:58:02,877 Ah, God...� 781 00:58:05,252 --> 00:58:06,993 And that gang 782 00:58:07,658 --> 00:58:12,242 I was sitting in another bar, three days later and someone says: 783 00:58:12,649 --> 00:58:15,499 "Did you hear what happened?" 784 00:58:15,788 --> 00:58:17,719 "what happened in" 785 00:58:18,067 --> 00:58:19,587 We'll call it Murphy's. 786 00:58:20,308 --> 00:58:23,158 "The police entered I searched some tables." 787 00:58:23,258 --> 00:58:26,260 "Two guys shot. One was murdered." 788 00:58:26,577 --> 00:58:28,113 "They locked them all up." 789 00:58:29,008 --> 00:58:32,158 So thank God I didn't join that gang.� 790 00:58:32,258 --> 00:58:35,356 Now, we're living here,� We have our little garden.� 791 00:58:35,456 --> 00:58:38,981 Our three kittens, right? See? 792 00:58:39,211 --> 00:58:42,409 I do all the right things, don't I baby? 793 00:58:42,509 --> 00:58:45,654 In part. - Huh? Shit. 794 00:59:15,426 --> 00:59:17,801 I told you I'm not a guru.� 795 00:59:18,133 --> 00:59:19,456 I'm not a leader.� 796 00:59:19,556 --> 00:59:23,937 I drink my wine, I play horses and I type poems. That's all there is. 797 00:59:24,037 --> 00:59:26,897 I have nothing to say about nothing.� 798 00:59:28,489 --> 00:59:32,541 There is nothing to say.� The less I say the better I feel.� 799 00:59:33,064 --> 00:59:35,913 Have you ever tried to save silence all day?� 800 00:59:36,013 --> 00:59:37,489 Since you wake up 801 00:59:37,589 --> 00:59:40,022 until you go to sleep.� And even better,� 802 00:59:40,122 --> 00:59:43,141 just sleep all the time and forget about the day.� 803 00:59:43,378 --> 00:59:45,895 When you wake up the next day, You will feel very good.� 804 00:59:47,708 --> 00:59:50,400 People do a lot, says a lot.� 805 00:59:50,500 --> 00:59:54,326 I tell you that, but you know what I mean. - Yes, I know. 806 00:59:54,426 --> 00:59:55,395 Forget it.� 807 01:00:03,184 --> 01:00:04,656 That's my problem.� 808 01:00:05,915 --> 01:00:07,973 I usually live with a woman.� 809 01:00:08,844 --> 01:00:12,358 I try not to, but somehow way I always find� 810 01:00:12,881 --> 01:00:13,641 one.� 811 01:00:15,311 --> 01:00:16,673 When I'm alone 812 01:00:17,417 --> 01:00:21,675 I handle my situation. Always, or usually, 813 01:00:21,775 --> 01:00:23,053 when I'm alone.� 814 01:00:23,153 --> 01:00:27,304 I have periods when I feel a little weak or depressed.� 815 01:00:28,000 --> 01:00:31,182 Fuck it! The Weaties don't They will go nowhere. 816 01:00:31,856 --> 01:00:35,339 I spend it in bed three days and four nights, 817 01:00:35,439 --> 01:00:39,804 I close everything and go to bed. I get up, I shit, I pee. 818 01:00:39,904 --> 01:00:42,732 I drink a beer and I go back to bed.� 819 01:00:43,833 --> 01:00:49,960 And I came out of that rehabilitation after 2 or 3 months.�I get strength from that.� 820 01:00:51,915 --> 01:00:53,736 I think someday...� 821 01:00:54,432 --> 01:00:57,915 They are going to say, this psychotic� I knew something 822 01:00:58,248 --> 01:01:02,522 You know, science and how they calculate these things.� 823 01:01:02,784 --> 01:01:06,314 Everyone should go to bed when they feel down, 824 01:01:06,414 --> 01:01:08,594 and give up everything for three or four days.� 825 01:01:08,847 --> 01:01:10,288 Then they will be again 826 01:01:10,724 --> 01:01:12,259 good for a while.� 827 01:01:12,877 --> 01:01:18,417 But we are obsessive, and we get up and we do things and go to bed. 828 01:01:19,708 --> 01:01:20,610 In fact, 829 01:01:21,655 --> 01:01:26,721 the woman I live with now, 12:30 arrives, 1 pm, I tell him: 830 01:01:26,821 --> 01:01:29,064 "I'm sleepy. I'm going to sleep." She says:� 831 01:01:29,164 --> 01:01:32,413 "What? Are you going to sleep?" It's only one o'clock! "� 832 01:01:32,809 --> 01:01:37,178 We don't even drink. Shit, There is nothing to do but sleep.� 833 01:01:40,226 --> 01:01:43,202 People are nailed to the processes.� 834 01:01:43,946 --> 01:01:48,632 Up.�Down.�Do something.�Get up.� do something, sleep.�Get up.� 835 01:01:49,147 --> 01:01:51,664 They can't get out of that circle.� 836 01:01:53,659 --> 01:01:57,364 You'll see, someday they will say: Bukowski knew.� 837 01:01:57,721 --> 01:02:01,299 Rest 3 or 4 days until get juicy again,� 838 01:02:01,399 --> 01:02:03,642 then get up, look a little and do it. 839 01:02:04,560 --> 01:02:07,727 But who the hell can do it when you need a dollar. 840 01:02:09,255 --> 01:02:13,149 That's all.�It's a long speech,� Isn't it? But it means something. 841 01:02:16,292 --> 01:02:17,369 always 842 01:02:17,891 --> 01:02:20,836 trying to avoid being swallowed by machinery. 843 01:02:21,627 --> 01:02:24,750 Yes, basically, every inch, 844 01:02:24,850 --> 01:02:28,707 Even when you go and find a waitress, who approaches and says: 845 01:02:28,807 --> 01:02:30,370 "Do you want coffee?" 846 01:02:30,976 --> 01:02:32,432 It starts right there, 847 01:02:32,891 --> 01:02:35,915 because you don't even know if do you want a coffee 848 01:02:36,015 --> 01:02:39,517 Either she's too fast or too slow. 849 01:02:40,229 --> 01:02:43,491 They are always questions and answers� and they have to fit.� 850 01:02:45,209 --> 01:02:47,346 We are never allowed...� 851 01:02:49,721 --> 01:02:50,671 you know? 852 01:02:54,526 --> 01:02:56,116 That's why...� 853 01:02:56,489 --> 01:03:00,209 We all like crazy people,� at the movies or something... 854 01:03:00,922 --> 01:03:02,568 We admire them, 855 01:03:03,285 --> 01:03:07,389 because they do exactly what what they want to do. It could be... 856 01:03:07,623 --> 01:03:12,673 cut off girls' heads and put them in the bathtub or something like that. 857 01:03:12,977 --> 01:03:15,194 We admire that creature, 858 01:03:15,519 --> 01:03:20,046 because you decide to do what you want to do.� 859 01:03:22,631 --> 01:03:26,292 And the closer you are to what you want to do, 860 01:03:27,064 --> 01:03:30,341 You feel like a better human being. 861 01:03:30,626 --> 01:03:32,494 Like anything else.� 862 01:03:34,217 --> 01:03:35,974 This wood, anything.� 863 01:03:36,988 --> 01:03:40,011 It's waiting to burn.� Let's forget about that.� 864 01:03:40,834 --> 01:03:42,418 But, You know my point of view.� 865 01:03:42,822 --> 01:03:45,893 So, if you have - People don't make sense! 866 01:04:13,084 --> 01:04:14,113 Shit.� 867 01:04:16,361 --> 01:04:17,992 One more poem.� 868 01:04:20,342 --> 01:04:21,561 What is it? 869 01:04:28,275 --> 01:04:30,380 Oh... it's not good at all.� 870 01:04:38,795 --> 01:04:40,853 The tragedy of the leaves.� 871 01:04:42,682 --> 01:04:46,703 I woke up from the dryness and the ferns were dead,� 872 01:04:47,779 --> 01:04:50,756 plants in pots yellow like corn; 873 01:04:52,268 --> 01:04:57,365 my wife was gone and the bottles empty like bleeding corpses 874 01:04:58,704 --> 01:05:01,664 They surrounded me with their uselessness; 875 01:05:03,215 --> 01:05:05,923 the sun was still good, however,� 876 01:05:06,508 --> 01:05:11,974 and my landlady's note crackled in fine and undemanding yellow ;� 877 01:05:13,531 --> 01:05:17,093 what was needed now� He was a good comedian,� 878 01:05:17,979 --> 01:05:19,808 in the old style, 879 01:05:20,331 --> 01:05:24,320 a jester with jokes about the absurd pain 880 01:05:25,507 --> 01:05:28,626 The pain is absurd because it exists,� 881 01:05:29,363 --> 01:05:30,819 nothing more;� 882 01:05:32,307 --> 01:05:35,727 I shaved carefully with an old knife, 883 01:05:36,574 --> 01:05:38,933 The man who was once young,� 884 01:05:40,516 --> 01:05:42,891 considered ingenious, 885 01:05:44,047 --> 01:05:46,722 but that is the tragedy of the leaves,� 886 01:05:47,506 --> 01:05:50,229 the dead ferns, dead plants 887 01:05:51,432 --> 01:05:53,965 I walked down a dark hallway 888 01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:56,356 where the owner was, 889 01:05:57,171 --> 01:05:59,419 execrating and finally 890 01:06:00,385 --> 01:06:02,221 sending me to hell, 891 01:06:03,045 --> 01:06:06,005 shaking their fat and sweaty arms, 892 01:06:06,433 --> 01:06:07,874 and screaming, 893 01:06:08,365 --> 01:06:10,312 screaming for rent, 894 01:06:11,056 --> 01:06:13,779 because the world has failed us� to both.� 895 01:06:16,027 --> 01:06:18,924 Good poem, even if it's old.� 896 01:06:20,444 --> 01:06:22,724 but I write better shit now.� 897 01:06:23,721 --> 01:06:24,908 What is the difference? 898 01:06:25,518 --> 01:06:30,173 The difference is that there is no difference. I write the same thing, over and over again.� 899 01:06:31,487 --> 01:06:33,450 The difference is...� 900 01:06:34,083 --> 01:06:35,001 the area. 901 01:06:37,338 --> 01:06:39,586 But, you know that the terror 902 01:06:39,686 --> 01:06:41,375 It's always there.� 903 01:06:44,090 --> 01:06:46,211 The ugliness is always there.� 904 01:06:47,937 --> 01:06:49,362 There is no way out. 905 01:06:49,884 --> 01:06:54,238 You can have a beautiful woman living with you and it can be uglier 906 01:06:56,605 --> 01:07:00,594 than putting your coin in a vending machine of newspapers and lift the cover. 907 01:07:00,694 --> 01:07:03,127 Bringing the news of the next few days.� 908 01:07:04,925 --> 01:07:06,888 There is never escape� 909 01:07:08,787 --> 01:07:10,513 you're welcome at all.� 910 01:07:10,613 --> 01:07:13,157 You're always going to burn. 911 01:07:16,110 --> 01:07:18,579 There is never placidity, 912 01:07:19,149 --> 01:07:20,986 or ease in anything. 913 01:07:21,548 --> 01:07:24,239 You will burn to the grave.� 914 01:07:26,107 --> 01:07:30,461 It doesn't matter how much you know, it doesn't matter how much do you think you're going to burn, 915 01:07:30,738 --> 01:07:32,733 burn, burn, burn. 916 01:07:33,461 --> 01:07:35,773 Until the last minute that you breathe.� 917 01:07:36,263 --> 01:07:40,031 Even opening a jar of mustard,� you're going to burn. 918 01:07:40,894 --> 01:07:44,203 If you open a can of food for cats, you're going to burn yourself. 919 01:07:44,884 --> 01:07:48,177 Everything is burning.� Everything you're trying to do...� 920 01:07:48,620 --> 01:07:53,045 It's walking around a room and drinking a glass of water and take it calmly.� 921 01:07:53,342 --> 01:07:56,334 There are always things burning, tearing you 922 01:07:58,238 --> 01:07:59,932 It's the entire universe.� 923 01:08:00,032 --> 01:08:01,317 That's all.� 924 01:08:02,631 --> 01:08:06,130 Women.�Men.�Friends.�Everything.� 925 01:08:06,843 --> 01:08:08,584 Rips and tears...� 926 01:08:11,617 --> 01:08:13,390 Rips and tears...� 927 01:08:13,490 --> 01:08:15,084 everything you want to do...� 928 01:08:15,591 --> 01:08:19,343 The best thing is, a good rest eight hours, if you can have it. 929 01:08:20,301 --> 01:08:23,578 If you can't, then you get drunk Shit. 930 01:08:50,507 --> 01:08:53,594 What are we going to do, stupid shit? 931 01:08:55,177 --> 01:08:59,883 Let's go to Paris and burn the city. Shit, man. 932 01:09:02,081 --> 01:09:04,693 �Oh!� - What, you can't hear anything? 933 01:09:04,793 --> 01:09:07,805 No, we have� - The microphone disappeared again. 934 01:09:11,129 --> 01:09:15,071 There should be a camera doing what we are trying to do.� 935 01:09:15,171 --> 01:09:17,010 Wait, I can't find it.� 936 01:09:20,430 --> 01:09:21,570 Linda. 937 01:09:26,691 --> 01:09:32,137 Oh, I feel something.��What�?�Something is coming out, something is going down. 938 01:09:32,422 --> 01:09:35,114 Wait, what is it? �Is it okay like this?� 939 01:09:35,834 --> 01:09:37,133 Can you hear? 940 01:09:37,813 --> 01:09:39,206 There is a small clip.� 941 01:09:41,011 --> 01:09:45,638 Well, Henry Miller is dead. They had than finding someone... Dying. 942 01:09:47,252 --> 01:09:50,767 "Jesus! We should have done this." with Henry in his last days. 943 01:09:51,817 --> 01:09:52,767 Yes�.� 944 01:09:53,345 --> 01:09:55,166 He appeared in all talk shows.� 945 01:09:55,266 --> 01:09:58,427 Baby, you're not going to get it,� This is so bad, isn't it? 946 01:09:58,791 --> 01:10:01,498 Next question.�Shit.� -No� 947 01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:10,818 Why don't you want to go to a talk show? 948 01:10:13,863 --> 01:10:15,842 Go to a program of interviews...� 949 01:10:17,220 --> 01:10:18,185 Good.� 950 01:10:19,452 --> 01:10:23,536 A man types with a typewriter, usually...� 951 01:10:25,048 --> 01:10:28,484 has a small room somewhere,�and it starts...� 952 01:10:29,845 --> 01:10:31,603 saying something 953 01:10:32,418 --> 01:10:36,329 I'm not going to say that it bothers you,� but it is something that must come out.� 954 01:10:38,371 --> 01:10:41,141 And it comes out naturally, 955 01:10:41,799 --> 01:10:46,849 like an exploding firecracker. You strike a match there, and it explodes.� 956 01:10:48,416 --> 01:10:54,155 And this process goes on for a while. and it's a good process. And suddenly, 957 01:10:54,610 --> 01:10:58,952 you receive correspondence, the profit improves a little. And someone says: 958 01:10:59,499 --> 01:11:04,438 "I'll give you $375 to show up." on a talk show for 15 minutes." 959 01:11:05,135 --> 01:11:07,193 The other guests will be 960 01:11:07,293 --> 01:11:08,855 so and so and so. 961 01:11:09,323 --> 01:11:11,381 And you know what? everyone takes a bite. 962 01:11:13,613 --> 01:11:17,951 How can they have the strength? to start, be original...� 963 01:11:18,704 --> 01:11:22,867 and then weaken until appear on a talk show 964 01:11:23,342 --> 01:11:25,068 and sit in a chair� 965 01:11:26,176 --> 01:11:26,999 and...� 966 01:11:27,414 --> 01:11:30,253 say little, unreal things, because 967 01:11:30,353 --> 01:11:34,206 They are not going to say anything real,� sitting with other people.� 968 01:11:36,395 --> 01:11:38,833 Why do they do it? I don't know�.� 969 01:11:39,855 --> 01:11:42,008 It's like swallowing your own vomit.� 970 01:11:44,810 --> 01:11:47,644 I was going to say, if ever... You see me on a talk show...� 971 01:11:48,586 --> 01:11:49,473 �Okay!� 972 01:11:50,407 --> 01:11:52,227 You can shoot me.� No.� 973 01:11:53,383 --> 01:11:56,201 The only talk show I would go to It's Dick Cavett's, 974 01:11:56,301 --> 01:11:58,679 because it's the only type what respect.� 975 01:11:59,407 --> 01:12:03,444 Go to the one with Merv Griffin, or the one with Johnny Carson, or any of those, 976 01:12:03,856 --> 01:12:05,755 It's swallowing your own vomit.� 977 01:12:06,286 --> 01:12:08,803 I know you would go. Don't look at me. 978 01:12:09,674 --> 01:12:11,764 I am me, you are you.� 979 01:12:11,864 --> 01:12:14,740 I'm talking to my partner.� 980 01:12:15,445 --> 01:12:17,471 My female companion.� 981 01:12:19,513 --> 01:12:20,622 From the moment.� 982 01:12:28,005 --> 01:12:28,765 No... 983 01:12:29,319 --> 01:12:33,071 It's really bad. I don't see how a person... 984 01:12:34,839 --> 01:12:40,997 instinctive, instinct may fail and bite the poison you've been avoiding. 985 01:12:42,153 --> 01:12:45,161 I don't know what else to say.� It's just death. 986 01:13:20,458 --> 01:13:24,543 This place is infected with the everyone's presence, except mine. 987 01:13:25,256 --> 01:13:29,451 Now, Linda is coming back. I'm not going. to be happy when he comes back.� 988 01:13:29,942 --> 01:13:31,968 I pretend, I say: "Hello 989 01:13:33,322 --> 01:13:36,805 I just don't like people.� I only like myself.� 990 01:13:39,386 --> 01:13:41,570 There is something wrong with me. 991 01:13:43,985 --> 01:13:45,584 I don't know what it is 992 01:13:47,135 --> 01:13:49,209 But I'm not going to try to cure it.� 993 01:13:51,814 --> 01:13:55,962 All I want is who I am.� I'll keep the flow 994 01:13:56,294 --> 01:13:57,466 what I like.� 995 01:14:00,498 --> 01:14:03,316 You smell a rose up your ass, 996 01:14:04,250 --> 01:14:09,189 your ass is dead shit, It doesn't matter if there are roses there, 997 01:14:09,688 --> 01:14:12,300 or a thorn stuck in the cock. 998 01:14:15,893 --> 01:14:21,877 God! You people don't understand no decency of any kind. 999 01:14:23,486 --> 01:14:26,083 They are so subliminal,� 1000 01:14:26,320 --> 01:14:28,584 subliminal,�subliminal� 1001 01:14:29,020 --> 01:14:31,869 to what happens.� They are only assembled 1002 01:14:31,969 --> 01:14:34,386 to small waves of nothing.� 1003 01:14:35,811 --> 01:14:39,452 They don't have a original courage defined. 1004 01:14:41,392 --> 01:14:46,331 They are smashed mommy pancakes with syrup spilled on their heads.� 1005 01:14:46,791 --> 01:14:49,308 They have nothing.� They have no address. 1006 01:14:49,408 --> 01:14:50,899 They have no reason.� 1007 01:14:52,831 --> 01:14:54,540 All they want is money.� 1008 01:14:55,569 --> 01:14:58,435 They don't even know what money is, they want it 1009 01:14:59,156 --> 01:15:02,100 and when they have it They don't even know what to do with it. 1010 01:15:02,200 --> 01:15:04,886 Just rub it in the ass and swallow it. 1011 01:15:05,551 --> 01:15:08,227 Through the nostrils of death.� 1012 01:15:13,713 --> 01:15:16,277 And I know less than you 1013 01:15:16,377 --> 01:15:18,502 Even though I talk about it, 1014 01:15:18,602 --> 01:15:21,557 at least I caress him and I dance around.� 1015 01:15:21,921 --> 01:15:23,932 What has more 1016 01:15:24,032 --> 01:15:26,133 meaning if I let him sit.� 1017 01:15:30,574 --> 01:15:34,706 I am quite intelligent despite of my stupidity. Don't worry. 1018 01:15:35,695 --> 01:15:39,289 I can handle my ass.� I spin it. 1019 01:15:41,252 --> 01:15:44,403 Well, next question, next poem 1020 01:15:46,391 --> 01:15:47,309 Shit.� 1021 01:15:54,805 --> 01:15:57,924 I'm sure they have been in places like this. 1022 01:16:03,196 --> 01:16:05,286 The man at the piano.� 1023 01:16:07,700 --> 01:16:11,927 The man at the piano plays a song he didn't write,� 1024 01:16:13,091 --> 01:16:15,687 sings words that are not his, 1025 01:16:16,590 --> 01:16:19,249 on a piano that doesn't belong to him.� 1026 01:16:20,896 --> 01:16:24,735 While the people at the tables eat, drink and talk, 1027 01:16:25,812 --> 01:16:29,437 the man at the piano ends without applause,� 1028 01:16:30,862 --> 01:16:34,313 then start playing a new song that he didn't write,� 1029 01:16:35,287 --> 01:16:38,422 starts singing words that are not yours, 1030 01:16:38,960 --> 01:16:41,715 on a piano that is not his,� 1031 01:16:43,259 --> 01:16:48,420 and like the people at the tables� He doesn't stop eating, drinking and talking, 1032 01:16:49,734 --> 01:16:52,346 when it ends without applause, 1033 01:16:53,146 --> 01:16:55,045 announces through the microphone,� 1034 01:16:55,789 --> 01:16:58,481 what is going to be taken a ten minute break.� 1035 01:17:00,190 --> 01:17:05,597 He heads to the men's bathroom, Go into a cabinet, close the door,� 1036 01:17:06,083 --> 01:17:07,350 sits down,� 1037 01:17:07,730 --> 01:17:10,088 He takes out a cigarette, lights it. 1038 01:17:11,305 --> 01:17:14,138 He is happy of not being at the piano, 1039 01:17:15,278 --> 01:17:19,600 and the people at the tables, eating, drinking and talking,� 1040 01:17:20,069 --> 01:17:22,776 She's glad he's not here. 1041 01:17:24,359 --> 01:17:30,359 This happens almost everywhere,� with everyone and everything, 1042 01:17:31,016 --> 01:17:34,056 like, fiercely inside, 1043 01:17:34,325 --> 01:17:36,335 black slums burn. 1044 01:18:04,346 --> 01:18:08,430 You know, sometimes walking down the street street I have felt like...� 1045 01:18:08,530 --> 01:18:11,533 If I wanted to reach out and take this woman and do it, but I think, 1046 01:18:12,147 --> 01:18:15,313 just before reaching it, why other men 1047 01:18:15,582 --> 01:18:16,801 they have not taken it, 1048 01:18:16,901 --> 01:18:18,036 and you think, 1049 01:18:18,136 --> 01:18:20,363 because there is a shame for that.� 1050 01:18:20,463 --> 01:18:22,374 We are devastated. 1051 01:18:23,316 --> 01:18:25,770 We are watched through the years.� 1052 01:18:26,428 --> 01:18:28,549 It's very interesting.� "You realize" 1053 01:18:28,818 --> 01:18:30,417 How well are we monitored? 1054 01:18:30,987 --> 01:18:36,190 But then, they think they have us crass and suddenly we fooled them. 1055 01:18:36,290 --> 01:18:39,655 A bright day, somewhere special.� 1056 01:18:40,636 --> 01:18:45,354 And we cut off his legs, his arms,� their heads. They float down the river, 1057 01:18:45,663 --> 01:18:49,795 and we laugh and drink our wine and we eat our chocolate cake.� 1058 01:18:50,223 --> 01:18:50,967 Good.� 1059 01:18:52,407 --> 01:18:53,405 So...� 1060 01:18:55,314 --> 01:18:59,414 We are all like that. Not only me, also you and you and you.� 1061 01:19:00,570 --> 01:19:03,182 We are all rapists. We are all murderers.� 1062 01:19:04,294 --> 01:19:07,270 The thing is, if I'm not a murderer. 1063 01:19:07,370 --> 01:19:09,661 It's just that we can't get our way. 1064 01:19:13,774 --> 01:19:15,610 It's what stops us.� 1065 01:19:16,322 --> 01:19:17,177 I think so. 1066 01:19:18,491 --> 01:19:20,043 Or maybe I'm wrong.� 1067 01:19:20,644 --> 01:19:21,863 I hope I'm wrong.� 1068 01:19:23,281 --> 01:19:24,959 I have admired all men,� 1069 01:19:25,196 --> 01:19:26,874 like Adolf Hitler.� 1070 01:19:27,935 --> 01:19:29,281 All the beasts, 1071 01:19:29,581 --> 01:19:32,146 demonic creatures, They have something. 1072 01:19:33,532 --> 01:19:37,711 Because they don't believe in the rules.� Supposedly you won't do the wrong thing. 1073 01:19:38,360 --> 01:19:42,175 These guys come out and say: "I'm going to do it." Well, you know.� 1074 01:19:42,275 --> 01:19:46,157 But they have escaped all the teachings. 1075 01:19:47,677 --> 01:19:49,118 And so...� 1076 01:19:49,218 --> 01:19:53,416 The rest of you say:� "They're crazy. They're crazy." 1077 01:19:56,936 --> 01:20:00,688 What happens when these evil ones Are they starting to have followers? 1078 01:20:02,417 --> 01:20:06,327 Well if enough evil attract enough followers, 1079 01:20:06,427 --> 01:20:10,859 and the followers are spread throughout the the earth, they become good men.� 1080 01:20:11,370 --> 01:20:15,249 So we need new ones evil men to overthrow them. 1081 01:20:18,715 --> 01:20:23,838 Evil is what many people do not do well,� made by people who do the opposite. 1082 01:20:29,691 --> 01:20:31,243 Celine was evil. 1083 01:20:34,092 --> 01:20:37,635 All good men They are bad, it occurs to me, 1084 01:20:37,735 --> 01:20:39,417 just using 1085 01:20:39,876 --> 01:20:43,786 the terms of the human point of view� They say this man is bad.� 1086 01:20:44,214 --> 01:20:48,140 For me, bad men are good men, everything is reversed.� 1087 01:20:52,027 --> 01:20:55,874 Anyone who can see contrary to what is happening,� 1088 01:20:55,974 --> 01:20:58,122 I think it is exceptional.� 1089 01:20:59,460 --> 01:21:04,320 Like any place you see a long line of people standing.� 1090 01:21:04,969 --> 01:21:09,908 And you see another line, a line of fifty people standing 1091 01:21:10,233 --> 01:21:12,608 and another of four people. 1092 01:21:12,909 --> 01:21:15,917 You know which line to get into, no baby? 1093 01:21:16,017 --> 01:21:18,402 You always put yourself in line of ten people� 1094 01:21:18,502 --> 01:21:20,104 and you will be better. 1095 01:21:20,516 --> 01:21:24,062 �No matter what?�Politically� - True. Automatically. 1096 01:21:24,162 --> 01:21:28,368 Anyhow? -The masses are always wrong.� 1097 01:21:28,468 --> 01:21:33,506 You see a line of 1000, one of 800,� a line of 50, a line of 12,� 1098 01:21:33,606 --> 01:21:34,978 a line of 2...� 1099 01:21:35,078 --> 01:21:37,179 If you see a free place, 1100 01:21:37,614 --> 01:21:38,960 waiting 1101 01:21:39,060 --> 01:21:43,266 Let no one go there. Go straight there, and that will be all. 1102 01:21:45,973 --> 01:21:47,256 Wisdom...� 1103 01:21:48,214 --> 01:21:50,984 is to do everything most don't.� 1104 01:21:51,887 --> 01:21:53,470 All you do is invest� 1105 01:21:54,027 --> 01:21:56,196 all your learning� 1106 01:21:56,296 --> 01:21:59,173 and you will have heaven what they are looking for.� 1107 01:22:00,376 --> 01:22:04,286 It's true... Yes�.� - This is how you win on the slopes. 1108 01:22:04,561 --> 01:22:07,636 This is how I walk along the tracks, 1109 01:22:07,736 --> 01:22:09,235 and why they lose. 1110 01:22:10,533 --> 01:22:11,958 So, yes...� 1111 01:22:12,576 --> 01:22:14,539 It is a basic wisdom.� 1112 01:22:15,643 --> 01:22:18,810 Wherever people go,� run in the other direction.� 1113 01:22:19,807 --> 01:22:21,359 They are always wrong.� 1114 01:22:22,087 --> 01:22:26,013 For centuries they were wrong and they will always be wrong. 1115 01:22:52,834 --> 01:22:53,483 Look.� 1116 01:22:55,334 --> 01:22:57,867 There is a sense of privacy, 1117 01:22:58,421 --> 01:23:01,824 which I think everyone should have. 1118 01:23:03,400 --> 01:23:07,168 And if they go with three heads, that's their business. 1119 01:23:07,564 --> 01:23:11,142 Now, if I am with four... heads, that's my business.� 1120 01:23:11,926 --> 01:23:15,472 You just take a look and you come back saying, well...� 1121 01:23:15,572 --> 01:23:19,224 I will have some French-style parents with onions. That's all. 1122 01:23:20,284 --> 01:23:21,757 That's what I call 1123 01:23:22,367 --> 01:23:23,459 style.� 1124 01:23:23,934 --> 01:23:24,979 The style...� 1125 01:23:25,248 --> 01:23:26,720 It is very important.� 1126 01:23:30,567 --> 01:23:31,644 A sense of 1127 01:23:32,350 --> 01:23:33,189 decency.� 1128 01:23:34,075 --> 01:23:37,146 If we have nothing else apart of our 1129 01:23:38,334 --> 01:23:40,328 carnivorous, agglutinated, 1130 01:23:41,350 --> 01:23:46,194 anti-human, anti-life forms, we should have a minimal sense of style, 1131 01:23:46,294 --> 01:23:47,983 among all the garbage. 1132 01:23:48,747 --> 01:23:52,298 We should know that if we are dead, shit, 1133 01:23:52,398 --> 01:23:56,536 let's do something and fix ourselves with our indifferences. 1134 01:23:56,636 --> 01:23:59,881 And let's eat quietly and Let's not bother the other. 1135 01:24:00,665 --> 01:24:03,752 An elegant sense of style,� that's all.� 1136 01:24:05,430 --> 01:24:08,042 Why are they looking? Why, if you look, 1137 01:24:08,142 --> 01:24:09,704 you try to defeat me 1138 01:24:10,093 --> 01:24:12,594 and say that you are better than me? 1139 01:24:19,568 --> 01:24:22,687 Of course I'm better.� I don't have to look at you to know it. 1140 01:24:24,127 --> 01:24:24,808 �Yes�?� 1141 01:24:25,995 --> 01:24:27,135 The style 1142 01:24:27,709 --> 01:24:28,521 applies 1143 01:24:29,071 --> 01:24:30,337 to everything. 1144 01:24:30,891 --> 01:24:33,044 Not only to writing, 1145 01:24:33,144 --> 01:24:36,769 to every way of behaving.� Not only to look, but 1146 01:24:37,569 --> 01:24:40,086 Style is more important.� 1147 01:24:41,637 --> 01:24:45,975 As I always say: most important that the truth, you know 1148 01:24:46,395 --> 01:24:48,770 The resistance is more important than the truth,� 1149 01:24:49,387 --> 01:24:52,379 I believe that all things are more important than the truth.� 1150 01:24:52,479 --> 01:24:55,735 If we continue thinking about the truth,� We're not going to get there�.� 1151 01:24:56,584 --> 01:25:01,396 We do everything without the truth and maybe we will arrive. 1152 01:25:01,496 --> 01:25:03,486 But we do not seek the truth.� 1153 01:25:03,819 --> 01:25:06,462 We think everything except the truth.� 1154 01:25:08,592 --> 01:25:11,299 Do you understand me? He just doesn't fuck with the truth.� 1155 01:25:16,168 --> 01:25:17,782 We don't go to temples.� 1156 01:25:19,745 --> 01:25:22,041 We don't go to special occasions.� 1157 01:25:23,054 --> 01:25:26,094 We sit in small rooms, we lower the blinds� 1158 01:25:26,593 --> 01:25:29,173 and we masturbate and We read a magazine. 1159 01:25:29,273 --> 01:25:30,424 That's the truth.� 1160 01:25:34,674 --> 01:25:35,497 That's right. 1161 01:26:08,628 --> 01:26:11,968 The further away I am of the human race 1162 01:26:12,301 --> 01:26:13,646 I feel better.� 1163 01:26:14,786 --> 01:26:17,959 Even though I write about the human race,� 1164 01:26:18,228 --> 01:26:22,186 the further I am from them,� I feel better.� 1165 01:26:23,746 --> 01:26:26,389 At two inches it's great, two miles is great. 1166 01:26:26,643 --> 01:26:28,891 At 2000 miles it is beautiful.� 1167 01:26:29,429 --> 01:26:31,281 As long as I can eat.� 1168 01:26:32,684 --> 01:26:33,903 They feed me 1169 01:26:34,663 --> 01:26:36,230 because I feed them. 1170 01:26:36,974 --> 01:26:38,826 But I don't like to be close to them.� 1171 01:26:38,926 --> 01:26:44,217 When someone even touches me with the elbow, in a crowd, I react.� 1172 01:26:44,946 --> 01:26:47,178 I don't like the human race.� 1173 01:26:47,278 --> 01:26:49,948 I don't like their heads.� I don't like their faces.� 1174 01:26:50,048 --> 01:26:53,835 I don't like his feet.� I don't like their conversations. 1175 01:26:54,500 --> 01:26:58,458 I don't like their hairstyles.� I don't like their cars.� 1176 01:26:58,558 --> 01:27:01,798 I don't like their dogs or her cats or her roses.� 1177 01:27:05,036 --> 01:27:05,922 Earthquake.� 1178 01:27:07,347 --> 01:27:10,292 Americans don't know what tragedy is.� 1179 01:27:11,123 --> 01:27:15,984 A small 6.5 earthquake can leave them talking like monkeys. 1180 01:27:16,981 --> 01:27:19,007 A piece of broken Chinese vase. 1181 01:27:19,443 --> 01:27:22,403 The Rescue Mission of the Union falls.� 1182 01:27:23,432 --> 01:27:24,636 6:00 am. 1183 01:27:25,095 --> 01:27:29,401 They sit in their cars, they all walk going around.��Where are they going?� 1184 01:27:30,327 --> 01:27:34,016 A little emotion shining through their lives preserved.� 1185 01:27:35,045 --> 01:27:37,895 Strangers stop together with strangers. 1186 01:27:38,283 --> 01:27:40,658 Exuding fear, 1187 01:27:41,097 --> 01:27:44,109 anxious fear, anxious laugh. 1188 01:27:44,916 --> 01:27:47,259 My baby, my flowerpot, 1189 01:27:47,632 --> 01:27:50,180 my roof, my bank account. 1190 01:27:51,748 --> 01:27:54,676 It's just a stain, a pen, 1191 01:27:55,009 --> 01:27:56,513 and they can't stand it.� 1192 01:27:57,550 --> 01:28:01,587 Suppose they bombed the city like other cities have been, 1193 01:28:02,300 --> 01:28:05,798 not with an atomic bomb� but with small bombs, 1194 01:28:05,898 --> 01:28:07,445 day after day.� 1195 01:28:07,945 --> 01:28:11,618 Every day, as in other cities in the world.� 1196 01:28:13,248 --> 01:28:16,794 If the rest of the world I could see you today. 1197 01:28:17,278 --> 01:28:20,697 Their laughter would put in the sun on your knees 1198 01:28:21,061 --> 01:28:25,241 and even the flowers would jump off the ground like bulldogs� 1199 01:28:25,581 --> 01:28:28,510 and it would scare you away where you belong.� 1200 01:28:29,080 --> 01:28:30,632 Forever like this. 1201 01:28:31,091 --> 01:28:34,479 And who cares where it is, as long as it is 1202 01:28:34,579 --> 01:28:36,102 far from here�.� 1203 01:28:36,202 --> 01:28:40,534 I am not interested in solve the ills of society.� 1204 01:28:41,088 --> 01:28:43,146 I don't want to save the world.� 1205 01:28:44,128 --> 01:28:46,186 I don't even want save me. 1206 01:28:47,192 --> 01:28:50,532 I think...most of the talks They are so boring.� 1207 01:28:51,704 --> 01:28:54,791 That is, save this, do that, do this. 1208 01:28:55,258 --> 01:28:58,472 I think... we are all so bored talking, 1209 01:28:58,788 --> 01:29:03,205 that we don't even want to save ourselves, It's so boring to talk about it.� 1210 01:29:04,496 --> 01:29:06,364 There is nothing more to say.� 1211 01:29:06,744 --> 01:29:08,517 we are so fucking boring.� 1212 01:29:09,514 --> 01:29:11,541 Let him die, I say.� 1213 01:29:12,253 --> 01:29:14,216 Let there be a new beginning.� 1214 01:29:17,043 --> 01:29:18,135 It's horrible.� 1215 01:29:19,006 --> 01:29:19,940 Good night.� 1216 01:29:25,093 --> 01:29:28,386 The damn thing has been off for 20 minutes now. 1217 01:29:29,937 --> 01:29:32,011 You guys don't fool me.� 1218 01:29:33,129 --> 01:29:33,889 �Shit!� 1219 01:29:35,123 --> 01:29:37,023 And they missed the best part.� 1220 01:29:37,530 --> 01:29:38,195 No. 1221 01:30:08,632 --> 01:30:09,756 Very good. 1222 01:30:17,030 --> 01:30:18,582 Do you think that 1223 01:30:18,930 --> 01:30:21,510 there is no way that 1224 01:30:22,166 --> 01:30:25,094 the human condition can it be improved? 1225 01:30:27,077 --> 01:30:30,069 Anyone who asked that, should 1226 01:30:30,169 --> 01:30:33,425 swallow a martini and an olive� before answering.� 1227 01:30:33,900 --> 01:30:36,164 Would you repeat that question? 1228 01:30:38,221 --> 01:30:40,691 You think there's no way 1229 01:30:40,791 --> 01:30:44,633 nothing can be improved in the inconveniences 1230 01:30:45,440 --> 01:30:48,986 and man's problems? 1231 01:30:49,644 --> 01:30:53,095 I would say that... - Like maybe income regulation or 1232 01:30:56,024 --> 01:30:57,496 I would say that,� 1233 01:30:59,927 --> 01:31:01,716 if you are really serious� 1234 01:31:04,898 --> 01:31:07,826 I would say we need less� 1235 01:31:09,561 --> 01:31:12,807 spiritual markets of guru gods, 1236 01:31:15,992 --> 01:31:18,256 that allow people...� 1237 01:31:23,295 --> 01:31:26,588 escape your pains in a 1238 01:31:26,913 --> 01:31:30,412 form of god, to exist. 1239 01:31:32,739 --> 01:31:36,918 In other words, if you have a alter God up there that you can 1240 01:31:37,433 --> 01:31:38,684 go 1241 01:31:39,840 --> 01:31:42,499 after being defeated throughout the day 1242 01:31:43,671 --> 01:31:48,001 by a guy you work for 14 hours a day, 1243 01:31:48,693 --> 01:31:50,324 for $6 an hour, 1244 01:31:50,424 --> 01:31:51,891 or $3 an hour. 1245 01:31:52,540 --> 01:31:53,257 Well...� 1246 01:31:54,222 --> 01:31:56,534 then you are just helping to that guy. 1247 01:32:00,025 --> 01:32:04,505 In other words, I would say that the only way to escape 1248 01:32:04,605 --> 01:32:07,316 of what bothers them, 1249 01:32:08,266 --> 01:32:10,498 is eliminating 1250 01:32:11,954 --> 01:32:15,184 the creatures of the sky and get down and face 1251 01:32:15,284 --> 01:32:16,775 what happens to them. 1252 01:32:17,725 --> 01:32:19,831 But you won't achieve let them do it.� 1253 01:32:22,031 --> 01:32:24,900 So they will continue to accept 1254 01:32:26,452 --> 01:32:30,394 to their bad husbands, bad wives, their ugly jobs, 1255 01:32:30,494 --> 01:32:33,200 your bad whores, their bad children, 1256 01:32:34,174 --> 01:32:37,024 because they have gods in heaven,� that later�. 1257 01:32:37,124 --> 01:32:40,095 they are going to solve all these things for them, 1258 01:32:40,665 --> 01:32:44,426 because everything will be resolved after they die 1259 01:32:45,751 --> 01:32:49,487 But after they die there will be no time to put things in order.� 1260 01:32:51,796 --> 01:32:55,659 And they can't even order them now,� 1261 01:32:55,897 --> 01:32:58,524 a few things can be resolved 1262 01:32:58,794 --> 01:33:01,342 in their air castles. And they can breathe a little better.� 1263 01:33:05,720 --> 01:33:07,018 I am not a guru.� 1264 01:33:10,185 --> 01:33:13,581 I would like you to stop asking me these things, man.� 1265 01:33:14,135 --> 01:33:16,114 ask me about women or something like that 1266 01:33:36,983 --> 01:33:41,732 The only times I feel the need company is when I get together 1267 01:33:41,832 --> 01:33:43,479 for a while. 1268 01:33:45,125 --> 01:33:48,782 Like when they make you get used to it to them. You know, how 1269 01:33:48,882 --> 01:33:52,305 a bitch with long red hair, walking around with her hair. 1270 01:33:52,405 --> 01:33:56,216 Looking in the mirror.� Putting on lipstick, talking.� 1271 01:33:56,770 --> 01:34:00,451 They leave a vacancy when they leave. 1272 01:34:01,412 --> 01:34:04,262 But it is not a real vacancy� 1273 01:34:04,362 --> 01:34:08,968 What you are trying to do is find someone to replace 1274 01:34:09,068 --> 01:34:13,453 what is lost when they leave. That it's not you. 1275 01:34:13,553 --> 01:34:15,611 This is what they have built in you.� 1276 01:34:15,711 --> 01:34:18,650 The vision they want.� 1277 01:34:19,497 --> 01:34:21,176 But if they stay 1278 01:34:21,276 --> 01:34:22,711 by 1279 01:34:22,811 --> 01:34:24,801 six or seven days,� 1280 01:34:25,592 --> 01:34:27,017 two or three weeks,� 1281 01:34:27,117 --> 01:34:30,793 That heals, you don't need anyone.� You don't need a replacement.� 1282 01:34:31,062 --> 01:34:36,192 Is it just a mirage or someone What do you think you need? 1283 01:35:06,865 --> 01:35:08,369 I quote Ibsen...� 1284 01:35:09,154 --> 01:35:11,497 "The strongest men "He has no gods." 1285 01:35:13,365 --> 01:35:14,758 I think it's from Ibsen.� 1286 01:35:15,938 --> 01:35:19,262 If not, whoever said it He was a fine gentleman.� 1287 01:35:26,270 --> 01:35:29,832 When you refer to the gods You mean your luck. 1288 01:35:29,932 --> 01:35:32,381 And you talk a lot about luck. 1289 01:35:32,713 --> 01:35:34,375 Luck.�Luck.� 1290 01:35:35,458 --> 01:35:36,931 And, uh... Good luck.� 1291 01:35:37,031 --> 01:35:40,524 we can talk of that for centuries. 1292 01:35:42,608 --> 01:35:44,602 It's a mix of talent� 1293 01:35:44,702 --> 01:35:46,819 circumstance� 1294 01:35:48,101 --> 01:35:53,816 Being in a certain place� when someone is watching you. 1295 01:36:01,321 --> 01:36:03,822 That's all.� I have nothing more to say.� 1296 01:36:03,922 --> 01:36:06,466 Do you think there is many people who are...� 1297 01:36:07,558 --> 01:36:08,302 No. 1298 01:36:08,556 --> 01:36:12,181 There is no undiscovered talent� over there between the bushes.� 1299 01:36:17,572 --> 01:36:21,170 It's not there. In fact, as that time passes, 1300 01:36:21,270 --> 01:36:23,133 there seems to be wear 1301 01:36:23,972 --> 01:36:25,317 from nature 1302 01:36:27,142 --> 01:36:29,865 and creative talent. I think it is 1303 01:36:30,649 --> 01:36:34,354 the crushing of numbers on the earth.�And also...� 1304 01:36:35,731 --> 01:36:39,388 the fact that we all are reduced to pure� 1305 01:36:40,093 --> 01:36:43,544 shit, like television, the newspapers, the media. 1306 01:36:43,644 --> 01:36:46,631 The media is the greatest talent destroyers 1307 01:36:47,296 --> 01:36:51,337 because it makes everyone like everyone else.�And the only way...� 1308 01:36:52,730 --> 01:36:54,381 of a child who 1309 01:36:54,481 --> 01:36:57,943 you have to start like a child and to be original� 1310 01:36:58,449 --> 01:36:59,890 should be excluded� 1311 01:37:00,643 --> 01:37:01,735 of� 1312 01:37:02,352 --> 01:37:05,613 these forces of communication.� 1313 01:37:07,422 --> 01:37:10,593 And, the only way to do that is having cruel parents� 1314 01:37:10,693 --> 01:37:14,404 and be buried underground by six months or something terrible.� 1315 01:37:16,909 --> 01:37:21,947 The bright child cannot be bright because he has been taught to be brilliant.� 1316 01:37:22,047 --> 01:37:25,636 He must be the one counterpart of all these� 1317 01:37:26,402 --> 01:37:28,824 forces that tell you what to do.� 1318 01:37:29,924 --> 01:37:32,394 It's getting harder and harder for a child 1319 01:37:32,647 --> 01:37:37,808 be individual because they are every time more together in the same piece. 1320 01:37:39,099 --> 01:37:41,173 So, as time passes, 1321 01:37:41,632 --> 01:37:43,896 It's going to be increasingly difficult.� 1322 01:37:43,996 --> 01:37:45,954 We're going to have to look into 1323 01:37:46,054 --> 01:37:48,938 small places in africa and then...� 1324 01:37:50,221 --> 01:37:52,532 Well this sounds very sad, but� 1325 01:37:52,975 --> 01:37:56,680 It's like this. The possibility of genius is becoming less and less.� 1326 01:37:58,176 --> 01:38:00,203 Others say that it increases more and more.� 1327 01:38:00,303 --> 01:38:04,160 But it's the same kind of genius� agreed� 1328 01:38:05,229 --> 01:38:08,174 The real geniuses like Idi Amin,� 1329 01:38:08,274 --> 01:38:09,710 Adolf Hitler, 1330 01:38:10,010 --> 01:38:11,562 and Charles Bukowski, 1331 01:38:11,799 --> 01:38:14,127 They will be less and less. 1332 01:38:15,908 --> 01:38:17,412 More questions? 1333 01:38:18,330 --> 01:38:20,230 There is something behind the light. 1334 01:38:22,320 --> 01:38:24,045 The face of the devil.� 1335 01:38:51,228 --> 01:38:55,107 In general, you are free until� four years old.� 1336 01:38:56,581 --> 01:38:58,037 And then...� 1337 01:38:58,765 --> 01:39:03,277 around five, you go to the grammar school and you get 1338 01:39:03,634 --> 01:39:05,866 insane and dedicated. 1339 01:39:06,404 --> 01:39:09,080 Oriented and pushed to various areas. 1340 01:39:10,885 --> 01:39:15,828 The individualism you have is lost,� If you have enough, of course...� 1341 01:39:16,240 --> 01:39:17,712 you keep something of it.� 1342 01:39:18,140 --> 01:39:20,863 But the majority don't have it, so that become 1343 01:39:22,062 --> 01:39:25,450 game contest audience and things like that.� 1344 01:39:30,120 --> 01:39:33,152 And you do the work of eight hours with almost...� 1345 01:39:35,063 --> 01:39:36,773 a feeling of goodness.� 1346 01:39:39,231 --> 01:39:40,735 Like you're doing something.� 1347 01:39:45,224 --> 01:39:48,327 And you get married, as if marriage was a victory,� 1348 01:39:48,427 --> 01:39:51,446 and you have children like that the children were a victory.� 1349 01:39:52,150 --> 01:39:57,517 But most of those things are molds.�Marriage.�Birth.�Children.� 1350 01:39:58,661 --> 01:40:02,381 It's something they have to do because there is nothing else to do.� 1351 01:40:02,793 --> 01:40:06,308 There is no glory in it, There is no steam, there is no fire.� 1352 01:40:06,783 --> 01:40:08,191 It's very, very flat.� 1353 01:40:09,281 --> 01:40:10,927 And the earth is full of them.� 1354 01:40:13,333 --> 01:40:14,489 I'm sorry, but...� 1355 01:40:14,853 --> 01:40:16,626 That's the way I see it.� 1356 01:40:20,928 --> 01:40:23,239 The proud thin dying 1357 01:40:27,274 --> 01:40:31,351 I see the old retirees in supermarkets� 1358 01:40:32,217 --> 01:40:35,843 and they are thin and they are proud and they are dying.� 1359 01:40:37,011 --> 01:40:40,985 They are hungry and unemployed and saying nothing. 1360 01:40:42,204 --> 01:40:47,285 A long time ago, among other lies,� They were taught that silence was valuable. 1361 01:40:48,972 --> 01:40:52,977 Now, after working a lifetime,� inflation has trapped them.� 1362 01:40:53,927 --> 01:40:57,077 They look around, they steal a grape, They chew it. 1363 01:40:58,447 --> 01:41:01,883 Finally, it is a small trick, a day won. 1364 01:41:02,912 --> 01:41:04,906 Another lie they were taught: 1365 01:41:06,276 --> 01:41:08,112 You shall not steal.� 1366 01:41:10,725 --> 01:41:13,163 They prefer to starve than steal 1367 01:41:14,302 --> 01:41:16,503 (A grape will not save them�)� 1368 01:41:17,572 --> 01:41:22,100 And in small rooms, while they see advertisements, they will die of hunger. 1369 01:41:23,417 --> 01:41:27,633 They are going to die without making a sound,� removed from shelters 1370 01:41:28,341 --> 01:41:31,618 by young blonde boys long hair,� 1371 01:41:32,303 --> 01:41:35,818 that will drag them and take them out from the street, 1372 01:41:36,665 --> 01:41:39,404 these boys with pretty eyes, 1373 01:41:39,958 --> 01:41:43,219 What do they think about Las Vegas? and vaginas and victory. 1374 01:41:44,897 --> 01:41:46,822 It is the order of things:� 1375 01:41:47,297 --> 01:41:50,748 each one has a little honey� and then the knife.� 1376 01:43:07,827 --> 01:43:08,667 So...� 1377 01:43:09,284 --> 01:43:10,693 this is � 1378 01:43:11,184 --> 01:43:12,781 where I lived 1379 01:43:17,198 --> 01:43:18,813 and baby 1380 01:43:20,326 --> 01:43:24,173 and wrote some stories and poems. 1381 01:43:25,867 --> 01:43:27,988 And I had a lot of problems.� 1382 01:43:30,165 --> 01:43:32,667 I guess the problems they make the stories� 1383 01:43:34,709 --> 01:43:38,920 That's it.�This is the place,� I have a lot of work done here.� 1384 01:43:39,177 --> 01:43:40,001 Magnificent. 1385 01:43:42,126 --> 01:43:46,242 Here you wrote "Women" and where almost everything in "Women" happens. 1386 01:43:46,496 --> 01:43:49,108 A lot of that happened here 1387 01:43:49,208 --> 01:43:52,884 I think they all came here,� at one time or another.� 1388 01:43:54,388 --> 01:43:55,987 There were a lot of them.� 1389 01:43:57,174 --> 01:43:59,351 good and bad, most bad. 1390 01:44:00,887 --> 01:44:03,103 And I have a book about them. 1391 01:44:05,367 --> 01:44:07,979 That's all. - A plane. 1392 01:44:08,858 --> 01:44:10,600 A lot of planes.� 1393 01:44:12,579 --> 01:44:17,601 The police used to watch us with their helicopters, pointing with lights� 1394 01:44:17,701 --> 01:44:21,733 They surrounded us with their helicopters, We went out and saw them, 1395 01:44:21,833 --> 01:44:24,919 naked and with lascivious looks.� 1396 01:44:25,220 --> 01:44:26,423 It was great.� 1397 01:44:43,704 --> 01:44:45,889 They said: "No, we are going to kill them!" 1398 01:44:45,989 --> 01:44:49,657 I heard glass breaking, you saw pieces of glass 1399 01:44:49,757 --> 01:44:53,302 fly at night.� Screams could be heard, 1400 01:44:53,735 --> 01:44:57,692 but the police never came. It was like this for two or three hours.� 1401 01:44:58,152 --> 01:45:01,270 And finally, there was an almost total silence, 1402 01:45:01,555 --> 01:45:04,437 so you knew that someone had died 1403 01:45:04,714 --> 01:45:08,403 or they had fried his ass with it telephone cable or something, 1404 01:45:08,503 --> 01:45:10,508 and they got what they were looking for. 1405 01:45:11,727 --> 01:45:16,781 San Pedro is good, but strange Those nights are so interesting. 1406 01:45:18,253 --> 01:45:22,069 I always preferred the police would never come, in those cases.� 1407 01:45:49,324 --> 01:45:52,051 The big thing now is to bring 1408 01:45:52,732 --> 01:45:55,423 There's a message going around through the underworld, 1409 01:45:55,523 --> 01:45:58,558 the one with the rumors, you know, that of the big fish. 1410 01:45:58,787 --> 01:46:03,988 The great message is to bring back to Liz Taylor where she usually was. 1411 01:46:05,013 --> 01:46:07,894 Now, all the hype and propaganda, it is to say 1412 01:46:08,168 --> 01:46:11,302 that Elizabeth Taylor is a great and beautiful woman. 1413 01:46:11,548 --> 01:46:14,429 She is the most wonderful creature of all time.� 1414 01:46:15,062 --> 01:46:19,258 Now all the media have been They told them to do that and they are doing it. 1415 01:46:19,821 --> 01:46:22,085 Suddenly I read them newspapers and I think: 1416 01:46:22,512 --> 01:46:25,789 �God!�She must be� a kind of superior goddess.� 1417 01:46:26,391 --> 01:46:30,717 All the movies where I saw it They were pure shit, except one, 1418 01:46:30,817 --> 01:46:33,234 "Who's afraid of Virginia Wolfe?" 1419 01:46:34,663 --> 01:46:38,035 Oh, I've read about that.� Oh, I've missed something.� 1420 01:46:38,930 --> 01:46:39,769 So,� 1421 01:46:40,402 --> 01:46:43,094 there is even a quote by J.D. Salinger: 1422 01:46:43,194 --> 01:46:46,577 "She is the most beautiful woman." that I have ever seen." 1423 01:46:48,975 --> 01:46:51,081 And, you know, when I was a kid,� 1424 01:46:51,181 --> 01:46:52,996 and I am 61 years old,� 1425 01:46:53,994 --> 01:46:55,767 when I saw her as a child... 1426 01:46:56,796 --> 01:46:58,759 Now this, well, I did it.� 1427 01:46:59,559 --> 01:47:03,659 I thought that woman was very ugly.� His face is ugly.� 1428 01:47:03,912 --> 01:47:06,857 His eyes are ugly, his mouth is ugly.� 1429 01:47:08,290 --> 01:47:13,926 I always thought, Elizabeth Taylor is one of The ugliest women I have ever seen. 1430 01:47:15,623 --> 01:47:18,600 She was pretentious, evil, 1431 01:47:18,916 --> 01:47:20,689 slug, brute 1432 01:47:21,323 --> 01:47:24,679 It is the example of 1433 01:47:26,418 --> 01:47:28,729 female creature drooling all over 1434 01:47:28,829 --> 01:47:31,199 because their lips are formed a little like that�.� 1435 01:47:31,299 --> 01:47:34,618 His eyebrows are a little like that, His eyes are a little like that, 1436 01:47:34,718 --> 01:47:36,739 and her hair is a little like that. 1437 01:47:37,064 --> 01:47:39,138 It has nothing to do with beauty.� 1438 01:47:40,231 --> 01:47:45,597 It has to do with the equation mathematics of where 1439 01:47:45,697 --> 01:47:48,202 the chin must be and the ears must be. 1440 01:47:49,120 --> 01:47:51,257 Beauty is nothing.� 1441 01:47:51,954 --> 01:47:54,028 It's an idea of something.� 1442 01:47:54,797 --> 01:47:56,934 The gods do not give beauty.� 1443 01:47:58,644 --> 01:48:00,734 The gods do not give beauty.� 1444 01:48:01,652 --> 01:48:04,296 There is no idea of physical beauty.� 1445 01:48:05,966 --> 01:48:08,104 So she She is a stupid woman.� 1446 01:48:09,845 --> 01:48:12,964 Oh my God, it makes me sick.� 1447 01:48:14,373 --> 01:48:15,370 I'm sorry.� 1448 01:48:16,882 --> 01:48:19,210 And she can sue me so to speak.� 1449 01:48:19,589 --> 01:48:21,093 I ratify what was said. 1450 01:48:21,822 --> 01:48:23,761 Put it just like this. 1451 01:48:24,094 --> 01:48:25,835 I said what I said.� 1452 01:48:26,322 --> 01:48:29,789 Elizabeth Taylor� You are an ugly woman.� 1453 01:48:31,408 --> 01:48:36,007 And we will go to court to prove if you are ugly or beautiful.� 1454 01:48:36,589 --> 01:48:39,106 The judges will say that you are beautiful.� 1455 01:48:39,807 --> 01:48:42,371 But the gods everywhere,� 1456 01:48:42,696 --> 01:48:45,182 beyond this place, they will know 1457 01:48:45,435 --> 01:48:47,271 that you are not beautiful.� 1458 01:48:47,731 --> 01:48:51,134 Your ears were formed in a certain way. 1459 01:48:51,234 --> 01:48:53,525 Your mouth was formed in a certain way. 1460 01:48:53,625 --> 01:48:55,528 Your eyes were formed in a certain way. 1461 01:48:55,628 --> 01:48:58,963 But you're not beautiful,� Elizabeth Taylor.� 1462 01:48:59,264 --> 01:49:01,243 You are almost nothing.� 1463 01:49:01,986 --> 01:49:04,060 This is beautiful.� 1464 01:49:30,846 --> 01:49:32,144 Millionaires� 1465 01:49:32,623 --> 01:49:36,422 no face, no face, nothing at all,� 1466 01:49:37,055 --> 01:49:38,686 laughing at nothing, 1467 01:49:39,913 --> 01:49:41,433 let me tell you,� 1468 01:49:41,971 --> 01:49:46,072 I have drunk in slums with stupid drunks 1469 01:49:46,911 --> 01:49:48,842 whose cause was better, 1470 01:49:49,658 --> 01:49:52,207 whose eyes still had some light, 1471 01:49:52,982 --> 01:49:56,054 whose voices kept some sensitivity,� 1472 01:49:57,621 --> 01:50:00,344 and when the morning came we were sick 1473 01:50:00,875 --> 01:50:02,141 but not unfortunate, 1474 01:50:02,679 --> 01:50:04,817 poor but not deluded, 1475 01:50:05,846 --> 01:50:11,692 and we lay down on the bed and We woke up in the afternoon like millionaires.� 1476 01:50:11,945 --> 01:50:16,045 In those places it was closer from each other. A knock on the door 1477 01:50:16,382 --> 01:50:18,012 someone has a bottle to share. 1478 01:50:20,237 --> 01:50:22,184 Yes, very true. 1479 01:50:26,332 --> 01:50:27,741 There was almost...� 1480 01:50:28,509 --> 01:50:31,564 I will say that there was no night, because that was the way he spoke. 1481 01:50:31,664 --> 01:50:35,221 There was no night that you left without a drink, and if you couldn't, 1482 01:50:35,855 --> 01:50:38,372 someone appeared. I think that� 1483 01:50:40,407 --> 01:50:43,810 why they did it, I don't know.� But it just happened. 1484 01:50:44,792 --> 01:50:47,867 Many nights I was lying there, saying: "Jesus, how am I, 1485 01:50:47,967 --> 01:50:49,878 without any money." 1486 01:50:50,926 --> 01:50:55,438 Someone was knocking, a door was opening, and a hand appeared with a bottle.� 1487 01:50:56,293 --> 01:50:57,702 "How are you, Hank?" 1488 01:50:58,098 --> 01:50:59,824 "Hey! Come on, come in." 1489 01:51:00,514 --> 01:51:02,477 And you started drinking, 1490 01:51:03,240 --> 01:51:04,966 and someone else arrived, 1491 01:51:05,066 --> 01:51:09,383 and suddenly there were 3 or 4 people in that small room. 1492 01:51:10,512 --> 01:51:14,628 And suddenly, people stayed without money.�The wine was running out.� 1493 01:51:14,728 --> 01:51:17,391 Someone took out a coin, someone took out a dollar. 1494 01:51:17,491 --> 01:51:20,050 Someone was running down the hallway, and came back with 1495 01:51:20,150 --> 01:51:23,818 Soon someone was coming down. Bottles of wine appeared.� 1496 01:51:24,127 --> 01:51:30,001 Suddenly everyone smokes, drinks, talks, the radio on. Everyone is drunk. 1497 01:51:31,489 --> 01:51:34,417 �Can you imagine this happening? in this neighborhood? 1498 01:51:35,787 --> 01:51:36,610 Let's go.� 1499 01:51:37,560 --> 01:51:38,985 Very interesting.� 1500 01:51:40,647 --> 01:51:42,009 So the poor, 1501 01:51:42,753 --> 01:51:43,988 since they have�� 1502 01:51:45,025 --> 01:51:47,875 What is the difference between have 75 cents or nothing?� 1503 01:51:47,975 --> 01:51:51,611 So you could give it to someone or share it. That's it 1504 01:51:52,007 --> 01:51:52,988 pretty good.� 1505 01:51:53,883 --> 01:51:54,754 Style.� 1506 01:51:59,329 --> 01:52:02,669 Style is the answer to everything.� 1507 01:52:05,147 --> 01:52:09,564 A way to do something stupid or something dangerous.� 1508 01:52:11,266 --> 01:52:13,974 Do something stupid with style 1509 01:52:14,654 --> 01:52:18,612 is preferable to doing something dangerous without him. 1510 01:52:20,963 --> 01:52:23,069 Joan of Arc had style.� 1511 01:52:24,114 --> 01:52:25,523 John the Baptist. 1512 01:52:25,982 --> 01:52:27,866 Christ.�Socrates.� 1513 01:52:28,452 --> 01:52:29,386 Caesar.� 1514 01:52:30,351 --> 01:52:31,808 García Lorca.� 1515 01:52:33,448 --> 01:52:35,458 Style is the difference.� 1516 01:52:37,073 --> 01:52:40,287 One way to do it, a way of being done.� 1517 01:52:43,572 --> 01:52:47,862 Six herons standing silently in a pool of water 1518 01:52:49,406 --> 01:52:52,288 or you coming out of the bathroom naked, 1519 01:52:53,000 --> 01:52:54,583 without seeing me.� 1520 01:53:32,931 --> 01:53:34,799 I'm not one of those� 1521 01:53:36,015 --> 01:53:40,456 focused and great characters, that get up and 1522 01:53:41,607 --> 01:53:45,312 I'm more like a slug.� I'm more like 1523 01:53:46,163 --> 01:53:49,440 a very slow one and simple creature. 1524 01:53:50,580 --> 01:53:52,543 I really don't want to do anything.� 1525 01:53:53,034 --> 01:53:55,994 I wake up in the morning, and I just want to stay in bed 1526 01:53:56,494 --> 01:53:58,251 three or four more hours.� 1527 01:53:59,533 --> 01:54:01,987 There's nothing I want to do...� 1528 01:54:02,842 --> 01:54:03,792 In fact,� 1529 01:54:05,391 --> 01:54:07,259 even go to the typewriter, 1530 01:54:09,041 --> 01:54:13,569 when I get closer to her I realize that I must be a writer because, you know...� 1531 01:54:14,032 --> 01:54:17,831 I have made money with it.� I don't even like the way it looks. 1532 01:54:18,465 --> 01:54:23,974 Sometimes I stay away for several days because it looks like jobs I used to have. 1533 01:54:25,047 --> 01:54:30,208 And when I sit in front of the damn thing I have a few bottles of wine. A couple. 1534 01:54:30,778 --> 01:54:33,406 �Well!�Half from a bottle of wine, 1535 01:54:33,506 --> 01:54:35,306 and the thing starts to smoke, 1536 01:54:35,406 --> 01:54:37,499 and the words start to jump. 1537 01:54:37,599 --> 01:54:39,620 You know, like popcorn.� 1538 01:54:41,805 --> 01:54:43,451 Therefore, there is no�� 1539 01:54:44,473 --> 01:54:47,892 For me it is not egocentric or...� 1540 01:54:48,858 --> 01:54:51,866 I don't do it. Something does it to me.� 1541 01:54:51,966 --> 01:54:57,194 So I go in there, and here it is the gift.�Hello, honey.�And it happens.� 1542 01:54:59,378 --> 01:55:02,608 It's not just false modesty, It just happens.� 1543 01:55:02,949 --> 01:55:05,292 I'm turned on. I'm blown away. 1544 01:55:08,347 --> 01:55:10,358 I guess I am a good boy, 1545 01:55:10,458 --> 01:55:13,935 of the corrals or railways and post offices.� 1546 01:55:15,479 --> 01:55:17,933 I'm thinking about myself 60th birthday, 1547 01:55:18,329 --> 01:55:19,295 one saturday... 1548 01:55:20,419 --> 01:55:23,736 You realize, ten years ago He was a postal worker, 1549 01:55:24,143 --> 01:55:25,996 down on Alameda Street,� 1550 01:55:26,375 --> 01:55:28,829 putting cards in slots, like this. 1551 01:55:30,163 --> 01:55:31,873 After ten years, 1552 01:55:32,832 --> 01:55:38,025 I am published in Germany, Norway,� France, Holland, Italy... England.� 1553 01:55:40,202 --> 01:55:43,067 You know, more.� I can't name more than six or seven. 1554 01:55:43,495 --> 01:55:44,666 What happened? 1555 01:55:47,690 --> 01:55:50,286 I don't know, kid. I guess... 1556 01:55:51,134 --> 01:55:54,775 I just wrote the words of the way they were meant to be.� 1557 01:55:57,565 --> 01:56:01,776 And it scares me a lot because I wonder... 1558 01:56:03,949 --> 01:56:09,379 If you have a little bit of luck,� Can you continue with the same grace? 1559 01:56:10,733 --> 01:56:12,871 It's a good damn test. 1560 01:56:15,245 --> 01:56:17,596 I mean, Well, I'm 60 years old...� 1561 01:56:17,915 --> 01:56:20,016 soon he will be 61, 1562 01:56:20,668 --> 01:56:23,851 62, 67, 73. 1563 01:56:24,140 --> 01:56:27,833 Soon he will be 83, 85, 89...� 1564 01:56:28,780 --> 01:56:31,613 Will still be writing at 92?� 1565 01:56:32,823 --> 01:56:36,674 I just heard from my uncle, who is 93.��he said:� 1566 01:56:37,240 --> 01:56:40,439 "I hope you are well Cheers, Henry.� 1567 01:56:41,474 --> 01:56:45,946 Louisa and I are fine, "Only our knees hurt." 1568 01:56:49,615 --> 01:56:53,403 Maybe it's painfully writing on painful knees� 1569 01:56:54,947 --> 01:56:59,858 at 93. I hope not.� I hope I am dead and well gone.